Serendipity 2 JHope and Jimin

Part 42

Jimin

I could do nothing but think about what he had said to me. I kept seeing the sneer on his face as he said it, and hearing the words, repeatedly. 'You're too much' he had said, too clingy. He'd been gone for two days and I had barely moved. I had been tossing and turning all night yet again, when I decided to sneak into his room and see if I could sleep on his bed with his scent around me, when I saw Sasa's note on the table. As soon as I read it, I raced back to my room, jumped into the shower, and then packed a bag. There was no way I was letting her go without me. I wanted answers.

We drove the whole three hours in relative silence, all three of us lost in thought. I had no idea what I was going to say when, or even if, we found him. All I could think was that I wanted to see him, and I wanted him to look me in the eye this time and say what he'd said. I'd thought a lot over the last couple of days, and I was sure of one thing, he hasn't looked at me when he said it. His eyes had been roaming around the room looking at the others. His lips may he sneered and said those words, but his eyes hadn't. He was angry about something, really angry, and I was sure it wasn't me, or any of us, and I wanted to know what it was. If he could be honest, and look me in the eye, and sincerely tell me that it was over, I would leave him alone, it would kill me, but I would do it.

We arrived in Daegu and found a hotel, then decided what we were going to do to find him. Sasa had no idea where their old house was, so we spent the whole day just driving around to see if she recognized anything. I had expected her to at least have some idea about where the house was, and I could feel my temper rising the more we drove around, this was like trying to find a needle in a haystack. As the sun started to go down Namjoon suggested we go back to the hotel and try again tomorrow. I wanted to scream at them both, I wanted to keep going and not stop until we found him, but I knew there was no use arguing with either of them. They both spent the entire day looking at me out of the corner of their eye, when they thought I wasn't looking, checking up on how I was doing. I kept to my blank face and avoided talking to them as much as I could, I just wanted to find Yoongi and that was it.

I jumped in the shower as soon as we got back, more to avoid talking than anything else, and when I got out Namjoon had ordered food, which they insisted I sit with them and eat. Food was the last thing I wanted, so I took the smallest amount I could and then rearranged it on the plate, so it looked like I'd eaten more. I know they noticed, but they went easy on me and let it slide. I was restless and just wanted to be alone, I couldn't make conversation, and my mind was focused on one thing, and one thing only, I decided to go for a walk and see if I could walk off some of the adrenaline that was pumping through me.

"Don't go far" Sasa called after me as left.

I had no knowledge of Daegu at all, and so I was really just wandering aimlessly, but my eyes checked every car, and every person that I saw, scanning them for any signs of my Yoongi. I had been walking for about an hour, and found myself in a residential area, and realised I was lost. I had no idea where I was, or how to get back to the hotel. Great, now I would have to call Namjoon and ask him to come find me. I walked to the nearest corner to check the street name, so I could direct him when I saw it. Parked in the driveway of a house only a few metres from the corner was Yoongi's car. I stopped breathing, and just stood there staring at it for a second or two, and then faster than I had ever done anything in my life, I pulled out my phone and called Namjoon.

JHope

"Do you think they will find him?" Tae asked the room in general

We had all tried all day to keep busy and not think too much about it, but now that dinner was over, and we were all sitting around staring at a movie none of us were really watching, Tae couldn't hold it in any longer