Shudder

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~Kirstie's POV~ 

I watch Avi's face light up as I ask him to hang out again. I smile to myself. Did he seriously think I was just going leave? 

After he agrees excitedly, I quickly hug him, taking in his cologne and smell again for the first time in months.
Yes I'm that weird girl that smells a guy whenever she hugs him. The fragrance is nice after a while what can I say? I can tell I shocked him by this hug but I don't stick around for him to stay anything, I hurriedly skip to my car and drive off. 

When I get home, I am happily greeted by my dogs and I pet them and cuddle them. I suddenly feel 10x better than I did when I got up this morning. I don't know if it was Avi that did that to me or...no no....maybe? I DON'T KNOW! I'm in a good mood though, so I hook my phone up to the TV and listen to some old Pentatonix songs as I decide to clean the house. I don't know why, I just really want to listen to our old songs while doing something productive. I haven't cleaned the house in a while so that's what I do. 

'My heart was blown in the hurricanes, my heart was blown' in your love, in your love' 

Oh hey! It's Natural Disaster. This was one of my favorite songs from Volume one. 
I sing my part out to the song while happily cleaning the house. 

'My body was shaking in your earthquakes, You had me quaking from your love' 

The bridge of the song arrives along with Avi's low, mesmerizing G1 note. I feel myself shudder at the sound of his growl through my speakers. See that, is pure talent. Matt is a very good base but he has no where near Avi's range. I remember we had a concert and we decided to do Natural Disaster a half-step down, making Avi's G1 turn to an F#1. He hit it with absolutely no problem. I remember the roar of the crowd when Avi hit that note with no sweat. I myself was impressed and I had been with Avi for a while already, I knew he could do low. Yet hearing the note in its pure form in Natural Disaster was breathtaking. Matt limits us now. Avi was so talented...
After a while, I just sit on my couch and listen to the old Pentatonix, which included our beloved Avriel Kaplan. I really wish he'd come back. However I know that is extremely unlikely, he's so happy with the life he's living right now and the last thing he'd need is to be dragged back to a life away from his happiness.

I groan to myself as I realize there is literally no way Avi would ever come back to us. The fans miss him as much as the rest of us. We've been posting a lot of things including Avi on our social media accounts and the fans keep going nuts. It's cute seeing their loyalty towards our ex-bandmate. It's really quite impressive how lovable he is. 

My train of thought is interrupted by my phone vibrating, and wouldn't you know it, it's Avi. My heart skips a beat as I read his notification: 1 New Message from Avi Kaplan

Avi: Howdy! 

I smirk to myself as I read the text. "Howdy?" 

Me: Hey Avi! 

Avi: Wassup? 

Me: Nothing much, cleaning the house and listening to old PTX. You?

I know that last detail was probably unnecessary but I kind of wanted him to know I was listening to our music that had him included. 

Avi: Aw man, the good ol' days. And nothing, I'm working on a song. 

A light bulb came on. I've been taking the initiative quite a bit with Avi today but I don't really care. I know he's too shy to do it himself and well...why not? 

Me: Hey, do you wanna come over? You can help me clean the house and listen to throwback PTX. Maybe I can even help you write your song :)

I wait anxiously for a response. He responds almost immediatly.

Avi: Be there asap. 

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SO SORRY FOR THE SHORT CHAPTER

But you guys will LOVE what next chapter has, keep reading!! I'm really happy with this so far :)

XOXO 


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