Lovin' You Again

Introduction

~About a year ago~

"I love you thank you for everything....I'll see you soon I promise." 

I had already walked off of the stage, not bearing to watch Avi say goodbye to the people who have been looking up to him for 6 years. 

I hear his deep voice crack as he says his final words to the fans and he walks off, immediately breaking down when he exits. I can't bear to look at my ex-bandmate. I leave him crying about his departure and go to the dressing room. 

I think about our group hug after we finished our finale, Sing, with a slide show of Avi going on in the background. How this relates when Pentatonix first started out...and now we do the same position losing a member.

The member who was close to all of us.

He was caring, sweet, funny, and a great friend. Now we're losing him. 

I love him, but why does he have to leave? 

Granted we don't talk that much anymore, my fiance Jeremy wanted me to stop talking to Avi. He thought he had a crush on me. 

That doesn't mean I never cared about Avi. His decision is breaking my heart. But this is for the best. This life was always the toughest on him. 

All of us sat in silence on the tour bus that night. Things lit up during the drive back to California but the tension of Avi leaving was still present. 

I could tell Avi was broken. It was all in his eyes, they were usually so bright, shining, but lately due to his decision, they've been darker. He isn't the same person right now.

I hope he's okay. 

When we return to California, Pentatonix and Avi split ways. He hugs each one of us tightly. When he gets to me, he hugs so tight I can barely breathe. I don't hug as tightly because I'm too sad to put that much energy back. I just rest my head on the bass's shoulder. I could feel his deep voice vibrate through his chest as he cries within our embrace. 

"Thank you," He whispers to us as he pulls away from my hug. A tear rolls down his cheek, and into his long, grown out beard. Scott, Mitch, and Kevin all exchange thank you's and goodbyes and I stay silent. 

I don't know why.

Avi gives me a sad look, and then hesitantly walks away from us.

Forever. 

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I bet you are ;) 
I couldn't wait to get started on this! So here's the little introduction chapter! I'll be working on A  Kiss is Just a Kiss and this consistently so don't worry about me abandoning the other one;)
I have so many ideas for both of them!

IM SO EXCITED!

Hope you enjoyed and hope you didn't cry too hard <3

See you soon! XOXO