Lovin' You Again

Time

~Avi's POV~

Kirstie and I had gone to the movies but something else was on my mind the whole time. She said that I have changed. Was that true? I mean I guess I'm really not the same Avi Kaplan that I was but I'm still...Avi Kaplan.

I'm determined to show her that too. After the movie, I dropped Kirstie off at her house and I went home. I needed to clear my mind. Right now I kind of wish I was in the wilderness. Everything that I had been anticipating, for YEARS just happened in the last few hours. I kissed Kirstie Maldonado for the first time EVER. I remember meeting her for the first time a long long time ago. It was after Scott and I had gotten coffee together and he invited me to be in Pentatonix. Instantly I thought she was beautiful. We became close friends but it was forbade that anything more than that would happen. She had a boyfriend named Matt and I eventually started dating this girl named Jessica. I liked her a lot and we lasted a while but we didn't work out. There was this little bit of time when we were both single though. I developed a crush on Kirstie again and I was positive she liked me back. I took her to a concert for, what I thought was a date, but ended up being the day she met Jeremy. 

Who broke her heart not too long ago. 

I guess Black IS the color of my true love's hair. Kirstie had asked me once again why I left Pentatonix and I was dead honest with her, it was the same reason as to what I put out there for the world to see. I could tell by the look in her eyes she wanted me to come back. I don't why, I thought Pentatonix was doing fine without me. Something in her eyes told me otherwise though. I haven't heard all that much from them though, I will say that. It's been quiet. Kirstie has been doing her own thing, Mitch looked to be hanging out with his new boyfriend, Scott was hanging with friends and Kevin looked like he was recording some of his own things. If you put those things together, maybe it wasn't all good. 

I'd give anything to go back to those days but folk county is just what speaks to me now. I love bass singing, and I always will. It just doesn't give me the same amount of excitement as it used to though. 

Right now I was at home, no one else was with me. Esther was traveling, I suppose I could go see my parents but I don't want to bother them. I feel the need to see Kirstie right now but I JUST saw her, I don't want her to think I can't handle being away from her.

I wonder if Kevin would talk to me if I contacted him. I dialed his phone number and I shook as I was nervous to see what he would say after not hearing from me for months. 

"Hello?"

'Kevin?' 

"This is him."

'It's Avi.' 

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:) SORRY FOR THE SHORT CHAPTER, I have a few ideas for the return of Meat&Potatoes but I think it's gonna lead into a long chapter so that's why I'm ending it here. 

See you soon! XOXO