Lovin' You Again

Surprise

These past few weeks have been amazing with  Avi. He's such a good boyfriend. Not a lot of people know about us though. We agreed to keep it a secret at least for a little while. A lot of fans of Pentatonix already 'shipped' us and had 'shipped' us from the very beginning. Plus, Scott, Mitch, and Kevin would probably freak out if they knew Avi and I started hanging out again, let alone dating. I want them to know though. I want them to know I'm with Avi. Heck, back in the day the rest of the group were placing bets on when we'd get together. We never did though, because of Jeremy. And now, seeing how good of a boyfriend Avi is, makes me regret everything. I regret not going with Avi after that concert. After all these years of being with Jeremy, tricking my heart into believing he was the one for me and then breaking up a month before our wedding. Now, I've been with Avi for only three weeks and he's better than Jeremy ever was. Maybe I would've actually gotten married if I went with Avi. Maybe he wouldn't have ever left Pentatonix. 

Oh gosh. It's partially my fault isn't it? I mean, he's happier now but maybe, just maybe if I had gone with Avi things would be different. 

I wish on everything that I could go back and fix it. But I can't, so I only want to give him the best that I can now. 

Pentatonix was meeting up today for a group meeting. We're discussing the album cover, I'm not really all that excited. Ever since Avi and I have been together, I've been less and less interested in writing songs with a new bass. We had a jam session a little while ago with Matt and we just didn't sound the same. Avi's voice is so deep and smooth, it fit perfectly in to our sound. Matt has a much different sound and it's not the same. I walked into our studio, trying to look decent. I was seeing Avi again and I would most likely try to leave early so I can dress better. Plus I only feel empty working on songs without Avi there. Mitch, Scott and Kevin were already sitting in place. Matt hadn't gotten there yet, thank God. 

"Hey Queeeen!" Mitch said, jumping from his seat. I weakly reply with a Hello and take my seat next to Scott. 

Scott said that he wanted to discuss colors today, and that depressed me even more. Black was Avi's color. 

Matt came about a half an hour later, being late as usual. He sat down next to me, where Avi usually would be. We started brainstorming colors and Scott brought up the color black, Mitch wanted to use it. I wasn't 100% against this but it still felt weird to have black as one of our colors and Avi not being it. I sigh and just listen in to the conversation, trying not to roll my eyes any time black was brought up.

"Kirstie what do you think?" Kevin asked.

I perk my head up, snapping out of my thoughts. "I don't know, I don't really care," I say bluntly. Scott and Mitch looked at me weird and Kevin raised his eye brow at me. 

"Kirst are you okay? You've been quiet this entire time." Scott said, directing towards me. 

"Yeah I'm fine, just tired," I knew Scott and Mitch knew this wasn't true. I just couldn't tell them about Avi and I yet. The conversation died down after that, I still stayed quiet about the colors and went along with whatever the group wanted. We decided on red, black, green, blue, and yellow. I wasn't too thrilled with this because the shades were dull and dark, plus it resembled our old album, just darker versions of the colors. We ended the meeting early and I started to quickly walk out before I was stopped by Kevin. 

"Kirstie!" He shouted, running after me. 

I whip my head around to meet Kevin, panting. "Yeah? I'm in kind of a rush," 

"Where to? To meet up with Avi?" Kevin says with a smirk. I blush instantly, he's kidding right? He couldn't know about me and Avi. Avi doesn't even talk to Kevin anymore.

"What? Kevin Avi left a long time ago it's not nice to make jokes about that," I say sternly. I try to keep my cool, but Kevin is staring me down. I feel like he knows something but how would he?
"Kirstie calm down, I know you're going to see Avi. He talks to me about you a lot," 

"You still talk to him?" I ask as my eyes widen. Kevin nods and he tells me that Avi called him a while ago. He said that he ran into me in a grocery store and that he still liked me. Turns out Avi told Kevin everything. 

I guess Meat and Potatoes still exists after all. 

I gave in and accepted. I told my side of everything and Kevin couldn't seem more overjoyed. 

"Don't tell the others please, I'm going to tell them eventually. I just want to wait," I say.  

"Kirstie don't worry, I understand completely. I'm so happy for you two." I thank Kevin and hug him briefly. I dash out of the meeting, blushing madly at the thought of seeing my baby once again. 

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Sorry for the lack of updates here! <3 Hope you're enjoying so far! I wanted to do some Kirstie and Kevin development here, considering Kevin knows about them already ;) 

See you soon! XOXO