Kpop Imagines

Too Many Chances - RM

"Thanks for having me over." You say while giving him a quick hug. He notices your hesitation but doesn't say anything. You remove your shoes, jacket and purse and place them where they belong.

"Not a problem. I'm glad you're here." Namjoon smiles.

You and Namjoon used to date and everything was good until you both decided to break up. You knew it was your fault and he knew it too but he never threw it in your face. He just accepted the break up and hid his feelings until he was alone. He was a mess after the break up and he didn't know whether he was angry or depressed about it. He knew he should have been mad at you because you're the reason the relationship wasn't going well but he loved you so much that it made him sad just thinking about you. Yoongi told him that the best way to get over you was to write about his feelings. He had written several songs about you but he would never admit that to you. You took the break up in a somewhat similar manner but the difference was that you were more depressed about it than he was. You were filled with mostly sadness and whatever anger you had was aimed towards yourself. Immediately after the break up, you kept wanting to call him and work things out but you couldn't keep hurting him. You wanted to leave it alone so he could move on and find someone much better for him then you could ever be. For a few weeks you were doing fine not calling him but one night you couldn't help it. Of course you were really drunk and you decided to do the stupid mistake of calling him. You told him how much you missed him and wanted nothing more than to be held by him. He knew you were drunk, he knew exactly how you were when you were drunk, even the way you sounded. He told you that he loved you too but to sleep on it and think about it when you're sober. You did exactly that and called him back asking if he could meet with you. Now you're in his room, on his bed waiting a bit before you start talking.

"I just wanted to apologize for constantly hurting you. You didn't deserve any of that. The only reason I was like that was because of my own insecurities. I felt that I could never be the perfect girl for you so I acted up and in the process I hurt you way too much. At the time I didn't know I was doing it but during that passed few weeks I thought a lot about it. I know I can change, I know I can be a better person and if you're willing to have me back it would make me really happy but if you don't want to then I'll be fine with it and I won't bother you anymore." You explain. He chuckles and holds your hands in both of his.

"I have given you so many chances and I also thought about it lately. Why would I give you a chance after the first time you yelled at me and called me names? Why would I give you another chance after you randomly decided to ignored me without explanation? Even after you canceled our dates only to hang out with other guys, I still gave you more chances. I kept on giving and for what? For you to continue doing all of those things. I gave you chance after chance and I came to the conclusion that..." He pauses and watches the tears stream down your face.

"That I love you and I will never stop loving you and I'll continue giving you more chances until I die. I don't care if you hurt me, I only care that you stay in my life. Please stay?" He says as he wipes the tears from your face. You intertwine your fingers with his and plant multiple kisses on his hand.

"I will always stay and I promise you that I will change. I'll become the person you deserve and love you better." You hug him tightly and continue to cry. He kisses your head and rubs your back. You pull away and tell him you love him before giving him a long and passionate kiss. He could tell you love him but part of him still believes you'll hurt him again.