Kpop Imagines

Break Up - SUGA

You're sat at a table in a fancy restaurant that your boyfriend Yoongi had reserved for the two of you. It wasn't a special date or anything but he did it to apologize for always missing special dates, and not being with you as much as he'd like.

Yoongi is rapper, lyricist, producer. He does everything for himself. He's not big or anything but he believes that if he works hard enough, he'd make it big. You promised you would support him every step of the way but lately it's been hard. You've been feeling lonely since he's always in the studio and even when he's home, he's in his office working on his music. It was one thing to feel lonely but when he kept forgetting important dates like anniversaries or your birthday, you were feeling neglected. You confronted him about it and told him how upset you were when he missed your three year anniversary.

That's when he promised he wouldn't miss anything else and scheduled this date to make up for everything. Yet, here you are, waiting for your boyfriend to meet up with you. Ten minutes was fine, thirty minutes you blamed on traffic, but a whole hour? You knew exactly what he was doing and he wasn't going to join you. You didn't even bother to call and ask where he was. You exit the restaurant, feeling embarrassed when the waiters try to ask you if you'll be back soon. You only run passed them all and hold back your tears as best as you can.

Once you get home you find a suitcase and throw everything from your closet inside it. You couldn't care less if your clothes got wrinkled. You just wanted to get out before Yoongi came home. You called your best friend in hopes that she would let you stay with her for a while.

"I'm leaving Yoongi. I can't deal with this anymore. I haven't told him but I need to get out of this house right now. Can I please stay with you?" You say, still crying and crying even harder at the thought of being away from your boyfriend.

"Yes, of course you can. Do you need me to pick you up?"

"Will you, please?"

"Yeah, I'm leaving right now. I'll be there as soon as possible."

You take your suitcase to the bathroom and pack all of your necessities. You then go to the living room and wait for your friend to call you. You bring your feet up on the sofa and curl into a ball, resting your head on your knees. You can feel yourself falling asleep and you don't feel like fighting it.

You wake up to the sound of the door slamming. You look up to see Yoongi, who is now apologizing to you. He falls down to his knees in front of you and continues to apologize. Suddenly his eyes are on the suitcase next to you.

"What is this?" He questions but you stay silent. He opens it and when he sees all your stuff he looks back at you.

"What the fuck is this?" He says calmly but you can tell he's holding back. You don't answer, afraid of what he'll say or do.

"Answer me! I said what the fuck is this?!" He raises his voice, causing you to jump.

"I gave you so many chances, Yoongi. I can't do this anymore."

"So you were just gonna leave without fucking telling me?!" He yells and instead of getting scared, you stand up.

"You fucking stood me up. How the fuck do you think that made me feel?! Everyone giving me pity looks, knowing I was waiting for someone who never even showed up!"

"I was busy-"

"It's always the same fucking shit, Yoongi. I'm tired of it."

"You fucking promised you would support me-"

"And you promised you would stop missing dates." You cut him off, knowing you got him. He doesn't say anything back.

"I'm not doing this to hurt you."

"Then why the fuck are you doing it! I don't fucking understand how you could just leave me when you fucking know how much I love you! How much I fucking need you in my life!" He turns around and flips the coffee table, breaking everything that was on it. He turns back to look at you and you can see the tears escaping his eyes. It's hurting you more than anything or anyone has ever hurt you. If you don't leave now, you know you'll never be able to get out. You embrace Yoongi but he doesn't reciprocate.

"I love you, Yoongi. Just not enough to keep getting hurt over the same bullshit." You whisper before giving him a kiss. You let go of him, grab your suitcase and leave.