Kpop Imagines

Fix Me - Jungkook

You spent your entire day drowning in your sorrow. It's been like this for a weeks now but today it's much worse. You're breaking down day by day but today you can't even hold back. You had to take the day off of work to cry. The reason for your misery is a man. You swore you'd never let anyone get you like this but he really messed you up. You've been sort of dating him while also seeing others. You two agreed to have an open relationship but clearly you're regretting it.

"Fuck, you look like hell." You hear a voice say as it enters your room. You stay in the same fetal position but move your head to look at your roommate and best friend, Jungkook.

You've told Jungkook everything about you and the guy you're seeing. He's tried to comfort you as best as he can but he understands that you need time alone. He wishes he could do everything he needs to help you but you always reject his help.

"Hah, thanks. I know I can always count on you to make me feel better." You mean to laugh but it doesn't come out.

"Do you love him?" Your best friend asks you as he sits down beside you. You rest your head on his lap and he pushes your hair back.

"I don't fucking know. I just know I want to be with him every fucking second of every fucking day." You say feeling angry because it's the only way you know how to express yourself.

"That sure does sound like love. Have you told him?" He asks, knowing that if you told him you would probably be happier unless the reason you're so depressed is because he doesn't love you back.

"No and I'm keeping it like that so if you ever meet him don't be an idiot." You say as you look at him.

"I'll try. You know me, I can't help being an idiot." He jokes. You stay silent and he notices that his usual idiocy doesn't make you laugh like it would have. He begins realizing how serious this is.

"Why are you keeping it this way? Why don't you just tell him you're in love with him and make it exclusive?" Jungkook asks, not realizing how difficult it is for you to do such a task.

"Because I don't want to." You simply reply.

"You'd rather see other people? You'd rather see him with other people? Do you imagine holding someone else's hand? Telling them how much he loves them? Kissing them instead of you? Touching someone that isn't you?" He taunts.

"Jungkook.." You say, hoping he stops.

"Pleasing them in better ways he ever would with you?" He continues, making you lose it. You stand up not being able to control your emotions.

"Jungkook! Stop it!" You yell.

"Maybe he doesn't even love you the way you love him." He says coldly.

"Would you shut the fuck up!" You start crying again. He gets up and wraps his arms around you while rubbing your back and shushing you.

"I just love him so fucking much. I want him to be with me and only me but he says it's better this way. He says we'd be better off seeing other people while still seeing each other. He doesn't fucking care about me and yet I'm sitting here crying because I desperately want to be with him." You explain into his chest. Jungkook pulls away and you see the anger in his face.

"He fucking said that? Give me your phone." He demands but you tell him not to do anything.

"You need to stop seeing him. This isn't healthy for you and I care about you so much.. Yes it's true, even though I don't show it often I do love you or whatever but seriously stop this now before it gets any worse." He tells you but you let it go through one ear and out through the other. You don't plan on leaving the guy who's ruined your life anytime soon.

"I don't believe it can get worse from here." You fold your arms across your chest and take a few steps to look out your window. You open it to let the cool breeze in.

"You'll fall deeper and deeper. Just end it already. Give yourself time to recover. You don't need him." Jungkook tries to convince you as he walks up to you.

"But I do. I need him more than I need to breathe." You say, looking out at the darkness of the night. You then turn to look at him and say, "Jungkook, I need help." You cry some more and let him hold you again.

"Don't worry, sweetie. I'll take care of this." You can tell by the nickname he gives you that he genuinely cares about you. He doesn't usually call you by any nickname that isn't an insult. You begin to believe he will fix it like he fixes everything else.