Teacher (Vkook)♡

°My angel°

 

▪  Hey army😘😍,I think today I wrote 3 chapters lol🙃😂.

   Jungkook P.O.V

   These days the only things I did was to torture myself,cutting my skin with razors,it felt so good everytime.I hope Taehyung and others will be happy now that I'll never appear in their faces.
 
  I wanted to feel pain in my all body,after this my wish is to suicide...my journal will be the last memory of me,so I wrote in it, even today.I leave everything in my way,Im nobody now.
  
   My steps were heading to a bridge,I wanted to die in the river ,it was night so nobody can see me.I look down and tried to not change my mind,this was supposed to happen long time ago,is my destiny.The cold wind made me shivering and my legs took finally few steps in front,I need to have courage to do this,my depression helps me,I don't care about my life again...

   

   I leaned my body and close my eyes,ready to jump in the water.My last thought was about how much I love Taehyung....
  

I saw only darkness in my eyes....

The cold water take my breath....

I feel how my body sink into the water more and more.....

Im sorry mom,dad,Taehyung....

This is my destiny.....

Goodbye.....

  

    Taehyung P.O.V

  After I read it I didn't stay,in first second I run to my car and drive how fast I could to that bridge.Please,Jungkook....BE ALIVE.I need your warmth,your body,your personality,everything....I wish I never  said to you that disgusting words and hurt you so bad...IS ALL MY FAULT.
 
  After I arrived at that river I looked in every direction for Jungkook,running.After 2 minutes I saw him,my breath stopped,he....he jumped in the river in one second.NO,I CAN'T LET YOU DIE!Instantly I jumped into the cold river and swim to him,he had a peaceful look and closed eyes,I take his hand fast and carry him to the ground.
 
  I trembling,the water was so cold,but this is not my problem now.I checked his pulse,he didn't breath...he was drowning.

   I panicked very hard and I start to do CPR,I made chest compressions and then mouth-to-mouth resuscitation,again and again...
 
  While I did that I couldn't control my tears,I never cried so much in a day "PLE-PLEASE J-JUNGKOOK...D-DON'T LEAVE ME,I-I LOVE YOU S-SO M-MUCH...I-IM SO SORRY FOR W-WHAT I-I DID T-TO YOU,JU-JUST B-BREATH..."
 
  I look at him with blurred vision,I keep telling myself that he is alive...that he will return to me...that he will love me again...I miss you so much,Jungkook...

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   My heart stopped when I finally heard him breathing,he looked at me surprised."Ta-Taehyung?!W-what happened?Y-you cry...W-wait,I-Im not dead?!W-why you s-saved me?How did y-you know I'll suicide?!"
 
  "OF C-COURSE I S-SAVE YOU,JUNGKOOK!I love you..."I hug him tight in my hands,it feel so good,I wish I can stay like this forever."Nothing can't stop me,you know that,I entered harshly in your room".

   "WHAT?!So...you saw my journal and the blood,d-dont you?"he looked shyly on the ground.
 
  "Y-yes...but this doesn't matter now,Jungkook,you're alive!"I said looking at his beautiful face and touching gently his cheek where I left that hickey..."I-Im so sorry,Jungkook,for everything,my anger took control of me in that day..I didn't even let you e-explain,please forgive me"he looked shocked at me with teary eyes.
 
  "O-of course I forgive you,Ta-Taehyung,but you better not saved me,I h-hate my life so m-much..."he said trembling like me because of cold water.
  
  "Hey!Don't say that,baby,from now on I'll be with you forever,I promise,now let's move from here,we're freezing".I didn't recover from the pain but anyway,I tried to walk.
  
  "D-don't force y-yourself,I'll help you"he said putting my arm to his shoulder and helped me walking to the car.
 
  "We will go to my house,you never saw it anyway,I'll show you,baby"I said smiled warmly.You don't know how happy I am right now,Jungkook...
   
   After we arrived at my house,his mouth remained in a shape of "o",he was too cute "Woow,your house is very big,I didn't know that".

   I took him with me by his wrist "You should see the inside,is spacious,I think you will like it,from now on you will stay with me"I said with a serious tone.
   "B-but...why?"he said curious.

    "Well,that house give me bad memories...and you will not live alone anymore,you will stay with me,understand,little boy?".I said biting his ear,like always he blushed hard and nodded.Damn,how I missed to tease him and be dominant in his eyes,he is my pray after all.
  
   We enter in my house and I run fast to my room with Jungkook,I take a blanket and cover us with that,staying in bed.I told him the story about the fact that I know his parents and what was happening.
 
  "M-my mom s-said t-that?!I-I can-t b-believe...He really love me that m-much,so she n-never wanted me to feel guilty..."
 
  "Yes,Kookie,she want you to be happy,to not feel depressed,it wasn't your fault,the bad moments come unexpected,without to know...Im happy I promise her, I met the love of my life".
 
  "Im so g-glad,you s-saved my life,Taehyung!Thank you s-so much!he saild smiled with his bunny teeth,making my heart melt,I couldn't stay anymore.
   So,Jungkook....

 

  

"You accept our relationship?"

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   I hope you like this chapter😍😍Love you all~💜💜💜.