SHITTY SHITS

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Friends.

Friends?

What friends?

Them?

Oh no, they're not my friends.

Here I am, ranting again,
In front of you was the girl who was once a smiling one.

I changed because of them.
I changed because of what the world did to them.

They think of just happy moments or maybe how to live this moment.

Cause life is short and you should enjoy it?

Well, yes. Of course.
You should all enjoy it.

But how about me?
I'm your friend right?

Suddenly, I remembered.
Y'all ignored me.

I was alone,
in this dark room.

I was withheld with strings out of freedom,
I was trapped in this depressed kingdom.

No one to hold on to.
No one to talk to.

I was surrounded with fake people, fake friends, fake hugs.
Quote that phrase, "showing fake love to me."

You're right, Gnash.
They're all in clash.
All they do is bash.
Didn't think they would look like trash.

"Fake friends are a real waste of time."

***

I wanna do this. I wanna do that.
It's this fear inside me,
that keeps swallowing me down.
You just all ignored me,
and all you did was frown.

You cared but you never confronted me.
You talked behind me and never talked in front of me.

You cared but that's just a matter of seconds.
You talked about me but never called me.

I was just waiting for your call,
I was just waiting for your care at all.

Turns out, I didn't receive a thing.
Just glares and conversations.

Looking up and down
How gross you are now.

What a waste of time.

Maybe they  were right.

You all are just a piece of bubble that will just fade away as time pass by.
You all are just a storm that once stayed and now is gone.

One more year and we will all be separated.

Finally!

Don't ask where will I study on Senior High.
I will live my life without you on my side.

***

I'm happy on how this turned out.
Heart breaks, fake friends, and problems.

They were just a piece cake to me now.

Life has taught me how to live and now I'm prepared for what's next.

***
If it doesn't rhyme, idc. Well, it's a rant.

Media: Feelings Fade - Gnash