A collection of my poems and unfinished songs about depression, my fears, betrayal.
Or more likely, my Journal :)
"The other side of the innocent girl you looked up to."
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Highest Rank: #2 in Non-Fiction
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P.S. Contains sensitive topics. If yo...
it seems it happened only yesterday when our worlds clashed. it seems so fast, it didn't even last.
what happened to us? the promises are now broken. our memories are now taken. our universe fading.
Am - G - Am - F what a beautiful world we've created. it's so sad it has ended. i only wished for my own freedom. i'm so sorry, i became selfish.
C - G - Am - F boy, let me be honest. i love you, still. it's not that easy to forget it all. i can't just let it go on an easy note.
boy, i'm missing you. the things we used to do. your voice that calms me through. it creeps my head when i think of you.
i may look strong outside. but let me tell you i'm so complicated inside.
i'm breaking i'm breaking i'm breaking.
* C - G - Am - F hey, i know you're stressed. i know you're dealing with so many problems. didn't know you'll be depressed.
i didn't talk to you for a couple of days knowing that you will just ignore my texts. didn't know it would lead us to this. didn't know you wanted an empty space.
girl, i gave you the time to think of it all. knowing that's what you wanted. girl, don't blame me for it all. i'm sorry, i should've known.
this love is complicated. our hearts controlling itself. we didn't think it would turn to this. i didn't want you to walk away.
you came and talked to me that evening, right after the said parting. you explained everything, and i'm here welcoming you again.
i thought you wouldn't fight for us. (i will fight for us) i thought you'll just ignore what i said. cause i know it hurt you bad. (yes it hurt me but i'm) but here you are again. (here i am) (here i am, supporting you)
it seems it happened only yesterday when our worlds combined again. it seems so fast, this time i know we will last.
it seems it happened only yesterday when we just met. started everything as new again. forgetting the pain we have caused. continuing this story we have.
it seems it happened only yesterday. our worlds reunited again. getting happier ever after.
*** HEHE (me while writing this down) ⬇
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I'm not in love or whatever you call that thing. I'm not a bitter gal either.
But this song makes me cringe, really. I don't know what I've eaten to make that. 😂
Don't mind the chords 😂 it's just for me to remember how i played it 'cause wtf i'm a forgettable person.
