The waters already passed the ocean and brooks,
I've written so much in this book.
But you're still not here.
My heart that you took,
crashed and burned when you gave it back.
Stupid petty lies.
I won't give a dime anymore.
Do what you want.
I have my own path to take.
My own world to shake.
Enough is enough.
I told you.
No more you should be written in this book.
I'm done.
So we are.
Forget it all.
This feelings had changed.
Though many guys caught my heart and got it scarred,
I will still continue to live.
You weren't even the one to make my mood lit up.
So my friends and shit ones.
I am still young.
Yes. I know.
I still have dreams to catch.
A boy group to meet with a flash of smile.
I wanted to see them badly so I can live happily as I grow up.
Across the oceans and lands,
they were living.
Smiling, laughing, breathing.
Scanning, maybe reading our tweets.
If I could only just travel that fast.
I smiled bitterly at the sudden thought.
I remembered how we were before they came into my life.
Yes, all was fine.
Chilling and all.
The flame was still burning up.
They came and crashed us.
Pouring the coals in cold stares.
I was out of control,
and so are you.
We don't know what to do anymore,
and just decided to take our path on our own.
It's not my fault.
I'm still young.
So are you.
We're gonna meet someone deservig of our affection,
love and attentions.
I won't give a dime.
Throw me words to make me bad.
Yes, my reputation precedes me, but I,
I won't lie nor deny.
Let me smile and be humble,
as your mouth fires with such bad words.
That's it.
We're done.
Closure?
Okay.
Lemme work on that later. :)
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Não FicçãoA collection of my poems and unfinished songs about depression, my fears, betrayal. Or more likely, my Journal :) "The other side of the innocent girl you looked up to." *** Highest Rank: #2 in Non-Fiction *** P.S. Contains sensitive topics. If yo...
