i don't really like parties,
i don't really like socializing.
i don't really like crowded people.
i don't like them glaring up to me.
i don't really like compliments,
cause i'm not a perfect person.
i do bad things that i don't really wanted to.
but that doesn't mean i'm not fit to live anymore.
cause like you, i'm a normal human being too.
i get hurt, i get sad.
feeling numbness all over me.
i get happy, i get salty,
i get really pissed and snorty.
it does mean that i'm just a person like you.
a beautiful creature too.
i don't wanna take selfies.
i don't wanna smile on cam.
i don't wanna make wackies.
cause it does make me crazy and bland.
i just wanna spend time on my own.
i'd rather be alone sitting at home.
than dancing in clubs, drinking beers and get drugged.
oh, but it doesn't mean i'm not fit to be in this world.
every person have different beings that makes them who they are.
i don't need to change myself just to be a part of the crowd.
cause i have my own mind and feelings,
i can create my own decisions,
i don't need someone to judge me.
i'll just live on my own.
freedom.
that's what i have.
i won't deny that i got locked up once but look at me now,
doing things on my own.
standing on my own feet,
nobody to hold, nobody to guide me.
cause every person in this world have different characteristics that makes them who they are.
don't judge me, for you are being too.
it's just a cycle of unwanted words and memories.
you'll get passed it, like the way i do now.
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Non-FictionA collection of my poems and unfinished songs about depression, my fears, betrayal. Or more likely, my Journal :) "The other side of the innocent girl you looked up to." *** Highest Rank: #2 in Non-Fiction *** P.S. Contains sensitive topics. If yo...
