From abnegation to dauntless (FATD) || ✓ Completed

Chapter 19

AN/ 300 reads?! Thank you so freaking much guys!!! Enjoy the chapter! And the pick is the new cover I made.

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     Tris's POV

"Tris" I hear a deep voice that sounds a lot like Tobias say. "Tris, baby, wake up." Yep, it's Tobias. I slowly open my eyes and find myself staring into those deep blue eyes that belong to my boyfriend. "We're here" he says. I notice that we're outside the doors of Dauntless compound. I haven't walked since we left Marcus's. Now I hop out of Tobias's lap staright to my feet. I land on my feet, but can't keep my balance. I prepare my self for the impact of the hard ground, but just before my face hits the pavement someone grabs my hand and pulls me up. I smile gratefully at Tobias. All our friends plus Max are watching us and Uriah will probably yell no PDA, but at the moment non if that matters. I pul my self up,grab his collar, get up on my tippy toes and kiss him. He kisses back almost immediatly and his hands find their way to my waist. The kiss makes me forget every worry I had, Marcus, the initiation, who ever pushed me off that train. I just focus on him, and the fact that his lips taste like Dauntless cake. All too soon I hear an angry scream 

"What?! How the heck are you alive?!" I pull away and see Clara standing by the doors, and I swear the God, her ears are fuming due her rage. I let go of Tobias and walk over to her, anger bubbling inside me. "You, I knew it was you! How dare you?! I get the fact that you don't like me, but why do you want to kill me?!" I yell at her. She takes a few steps towards me, as in to show she's not afraid of me and is better than me. "I pushed you off of the train, because you don't deserve Four!" she yells back. Her words hit me like knives. "How did you even know we are dating?" I ask, honestly wanting to know. "I heard your conversation with that dude," she points at Amar, "in the cafeteria yesterday." she says. "And I am the right match for Four. You're just a small little girl, ugly and powerless. I honestly have no idea what he sees in you. He should be with me. I have no idea how you passed your initiation, maybe you payed one of the leaders to get you in?" her words make me feel worse then any physical pain could. She only reminds me about all my doubts, and I can't just shrug it off. I feel tears form in my eyes, but I refuse to let them drip. It would only prove here even more right. I can't figure out what to say, and that's when my friends step up. "Tris deserves Four more then you ever will! You're just a golddigger, you want to be with him 'cuz he's devilishly handsome! She loves him, and he loves her!" Lynn yells. "And Tris is definetly not weak, she would never pay anyone to do anything for her, and she is one of the most beautiful people I know!" Chris shoots. "And she's overall a much better person than you. Even if was single, I wouldn't consider dating you." Tobias finishes putting an arm around my shoulder. "So if you want to hurt Tris or break Fourtris," Uri starts and all my friends move so they're surrounding me, "you'll have to go through us first." Zeke continues. "And if you think even one of us will ever forgiveyou," Mar says, "you're wrong." Will finishes. What did I do to deserve this kind of awesome friends? "And you're now factionless, pack your bags and leave before sundown." Max announces coldly. I forgot he was here. Clara goes pale. "What?! No, why? With what authority do you say that?" she questions. "Why? Trying to kill a progidy has that affect on people. And with what authoroty? I'm a Dauntless leader pansycake, now leave!" Max booms. I. Can't. Believe. Max. Just. Said. Pansycake. Clara scurries off and I turn to all my friends. "Guys, I love each and every one of you so much! Thank you." We all hug, until I start laughing my butt off. They all look at me. 

"Max. I-I C-can't -- believe--you said 'pansycake!!" I say in between laughs. Everyone starts laughing too, and Uriah pats Max's back. 

"Yeah man, welcome to my world!" he laughs. Max looks embarrased. 

"I can't belive I said that. Oh God, I'm turning into Uriah!" That makes us laugh even more, while Uriah looks offended. 

"Heyyyy!" he yells. Mar goes to him. 

"Heyy, I love because of who you are" she says. They look into each others eyes and smile. 

That goes on for quite a while. 

"Hey lovebirds! Time to leave!" Lynn yells. They both blush and we go inside the compound. As me and Tobias walk to our apartment, my hand never leaves his. We walk in silence, but it's a comfortable one. It lets me think. Eventhough I know Tobias wouldn't leave me, I can't help but to think I'm not good enough for him. I feel a single tear slip down my cheek. Tobias notices and stops walking. He turns so he's facing me and gently wipes the tear off of my cheek. I hang my head down so he wouldn't see me cry. He slips his fingers below my chin and forces me to look at him.
"Tris, baby, what's wrong?" he asks, genuine concern in his voice. I take a deep breath before answering him.
"I - I just can't help but think of what Clara said. That I'm not good enough for you." I whisper the last part.
"Tris, 'how many times do I have to tell you, even when you're crying you're beautiful too.'" he starts singing an old song. I let out a small laugh. "Tris I love you, and I would never leave you. You're not pretty, that word is too small to describe you. You're beautiful, you're gorgeous. Your mesmerising bluegray eyes demand my attention. Your smile lights up the whole compound. Your laugh is music. I love you." he tells me. I'm crying again. But this time out of happiness. He closes me in a hug, and I hug him back. I burry my head in his chest and my voice is muffled when I answer him.
"I love you too."

AN/ I have one week of school, and the there's a holiday! We have a week off, for hiihtoloma. It's basically skiing break if you directly translate it from Finnish to English. But anyways, I'll try to update once on the starting week, and when the break starts I'll try and update more.
Bye pansycakes!
~Me