chapter 8

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For the rest of my stay in Italy, my days consisted of working, sleeping and chatting with Carmen, somehow talking to her has become some sort of a weird pleasure that if she gets busy or i work through the night i can't sleep until she checks in, she was always nice to me and i found myself softening up a bit with her. It made me smile to recieve her messages, until i decided to ask;

LAKE.J
*so what made you kiss me that evening?

She red my text but she didnt answer though i can see she's still online.

LAKE.J
*you know i hate being ignored😤

CARFUCKINGMEN
*who said am ignoring you

LAKE.J
*ok then ANSWER

CARFUCKINGMEN
*i dont have an answer
*i felt like it
*does that count🤔

LAKE.J
*do you kiss everyone you feel like kissing????

CARFUCKINGMEN
*only the irresitible ones

LAKE.J
*you're saying am irresitible? Hhhh

CARFUCKINGMEN
*am saying i wanted to kiss you and i did
*since you're not a fan it wont happen again

LAKE.J
*that is your projection?

CAREFUCKINGMEN
*that is what you said

LAKE.J
*i didnt say that
*and if i did i take it back

I wasnt sure what i meant by that, or what i wanted from her but her saying she wont kiss me again suddenly hurt my ego i want her to want me, i want my enemy to want to kiss me.

My time schedueled in Italy was over and i was so releaved to go back to the US, i need some time with my friends. I want to party, socialize and have a break from the "sound, light, ACTION" world and Carmen was happy that am coming back home.

CARFUCKINGMEN
*we should meet when you come back
*i mean after you unwind
*maybe we can have dinner together

LAKE.J
* are you asking me out on a date?

CAREFUCKINGMEN
* friends having dinner is a date?

LAKE.J
*oh are we friends now? 😎

CAREFUCKINGMEN
*what am i saved on your phone?

LAKE.J
*whyyyy

CAREFUCKINGMEN
*curiosity

LAKE.J
*what am i saved?

CARFUCKINGMEN
*LAKE.J
*your turn
*how do you save a non friend with whom you chat all the time? 🤔

LAKE.J
*emmm
*carmen!!!!

CARFUCKINGMEN
*emmm
*i dont believe you hhh
*so no dinner?!

LAKE.J
*why not 🤤

CARMEN
*you said so

LAKE.J
*no i didn't
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