DON'T LET ME GO

chapter 12

I know it's a bad habit but i am not an early morning person, so here i am in Carmen's bedroom unaware of how long it's been since she left. I ransacked my purse looking for my phone to text her and it turned out she texted me already.

CARMEN 🤗😍
*good morning beautiful
*text whenever you wake up
*💋

JENNY
*i wish that kiss was real 🙈

CARMEN🤗😍
*💋💋💋💋
*slept well?

JENNY
*the best sleep
*you're arms are very comfy
*sorry i didnt wake up with you

CARMEN🤗😍
*i was hoping you stay asleep until i come back

JENNY
*😪😪😪😪😪

CARMEN🤗😍
*😂

JENNY
*do you want me to wait for you?
*i'm suppose to meet a friend
*i'll just cancel

CARMEN🤗😍
*yes please

JENNY
*okay am here
*hurry

CARMEN🤗😍
*💋💋💋

JENNY
*you'll have to kiss me for all those emojis
*btw you just earned a second emo next to your name

CARMEN🤗😍
*what???
*i will
*kiss you

JENNY
*CARMEN🤗😍
*thats how your number is saved

CARMEN🤗😍
*😍😍😍😍
*gotta go, later beautiful.

I didnt leave the bed until Carmen texted that she's on the way, i found myself suddenly racing into the bathroom trying to fix my hair and put some life back into my face, it felt nice and weird at the same time. I was fixing myself up the way i would if my boyfriend is coming over except that it's for a woman who's just a friend whom i love kissing and she's coming to her own home not over...
As soon as Carmen stepped inside the room i rushed to her and hugged her and she did kiss me for all the emojis she sent. Her lips are so soft and fluffy her kisses were making me dizzy i thought i wouldnt be able to stand still if she wasnt holding me. As we were getting drunk on each others embrace my phone ranged i intended to ignore it but it kept going and a the very persuasive Carmen eventually made me pick up.

- WHAT IN THE FUCKING HELL ARE YOU DOING. GIRL YOU'LL SOON GIVE ME A HEART ATTACK

-Eddy, slow the fuck down whats wrong?

-open your fucking emails.

He hanged up on me as soon as he said that and i already prepared my attack on him as soon as am done checking this email he's so eager for me to read.
However the moment i read the contents i understood his anger... the fuckers just hit me again.

-these tabloids are not leaving me alone, those fucking paparazzi...

-what's wrong?

-you didnt see?

-no, what is it?

The story of the day was that i was seen at Carmen Del Rosso studio then at her home which i didnt leave since last night with pictures of the car parked and one more of us both arriving last night. Now they have the perfect lesbian story wrap up. Carmen was clearly alarmed and asked:

-so the scandal management this time is you stay home and as away from me as possible?

-hell no, they dont control me.

-i don't want to create any problem for you, i know how sensitive you are with these things

-i am, just few weeks ago they published the club story, now this. It drives me crazy. Who would want to hire a suspected lesbian for a freaking romantic comedy?

At that point i couldn't fight the tears anymore, i walked back to the bed, sat down and hid my head in my hands as the tears started streaming down my face. Carmen sat next to me and pulled me into her arms, she hugged me for as long as i cried.