Big Bang Daydreams

GDragon/ If You

I didn't intend to make this smutty, but....I couldn't help it.

Your heart is broken. Three days ago, you and Ji Yong had gotten into a stupid fight. You were tired of always waiting to hear from him. He was always so busy, but like he said, you knew that when you two started a relationship. You tried to talk to him about making some time for the two of you to be together. It only ended with the two of you acting childish, and breaking up. Now, here you were, at your bestfriend's home, sniffling on her couch.

"Why don't you just call him?" Your bestie, asks stirring her coffee.
You hug your knees to you and drop your forehead on them.
"I'm too embarrassed. I acted like a fool."
She scoffs, "Sounds like you both did to me. You knew from the start making time would be difficult. He didn't exactly try to make time either," she shrugs, "You're both being stupid."
You look up from your knees, "Thanks allot, I feel so much better now."
She rubs your shoulder, "Listen, I love you both, but I know you're both being stubborn. Ji Yong is probably feeling just as bad as you are."
You sniff,"It's getting late. I should get home."

You walk the two blocks to your apartment building, and ride the elevator up to your floor. The doors open, and at the end of the hallway is Ji Yong. You hesitate for a moment, but he looks up from his seat on the floor beside your door. He stands up, and you walk towards him slowly. He puts his hands in his pockets, and waits for you. It feels like this hallway is a mile long, but you get to him.

"Hey," he says, barely audibly.
"Hi," you fiddle with your keys.
"Umm, can I talk to you?"
You nod, staring at your keys.
You unlock your door, and he walks in behind you. He pulls the door shut. You drop your keys on a table and put your purse down. You turn to face him. Your heart feels like it's in actual pain. You want so badly just to wrap your arms around him. You want to just forget this whole stupid breakup. He's shuffling his feet and rubbing the back of his neck. You have to think of something to say. He looks so uncomfortable.
Clearing your throat, you gesture toward the couch, "Would you like to sit down?"
He nods, and plops down on your couch. You sit down to, keeping a gap between you. It's so quiet until...

"How are you?" He asks, finally looking at you.
You look at your hands, "I'm getting by. How are you?"
He runs his hand through his hair and drops it in his lap.
"I'm not good. I've been doing allot of thinking."
You nod, still staring at your fingers.
"So have I," you feel your eyes sting, but blink away the tears trying to come.
"I'm thinking I miss you. I'm thinking we shouldn't have broken up," he practically whispers.
You look over at him,"Me too," he looks up at you,"oh God Ji I'm so sorry."
You cover your face with your hands.
He quickly closes the gap between you and wraps his arm around your waist. He takes his other hand and pulls your hands down from your tear streaked face. You see the tears in his eyes too, and he places a kiss on your lips. You wrap your arms around his neck and kiss him back. When he breaks the kiss he rests his forehead on yours. He sighs and kisses your nose.
"If you're hurting, and I'm hurting, why don't we make this easier and get back together?" He asks softly.
You smile a little, and nod. He reaches up to brush the tears from your face.
He kisses you,"I'm so sorry baby," kiss," I'll do better," kiss, "let's stay together."
You kiss him back each time, and melt against him when he presses his hands to your back to bring you closer.
You breathe against his lips, "I love you."
He gives you a searing kiss as he lifts you onto his lap.
"I love you too. I'm so hungry for you. I couldn't sleep I missed you so much," he whispers between kisses.
He twines his right hand into your hair, and rubs your back with his left hand. His tongue darts into your mouth and you capture it to suck on it a little. He groans, and tightens his grip in your hair slightly to gently tug and expose your neck. You gasp, and he attacks your neck with kisses, licks, and gentle bites. You grind down on his lap a bit, letting him know what you want.
"Ji I need you baby," you whisper in his ear, catching his lips in a lock.
He stands up, lifting you and carries you to your bedroom. He kicks the door shut, and lets you stand. As he lowers your legs, his hands slide up to grab the hem of your shirt and lift it away. You grab his shirt too, and he helps you remove and toss it. You unbutton your pants and walk out of them as he leads you backwards to your bed. You tumble onto your bed, and pull him with you. His hands are all over you, and yours are busy unbuttoning his pants. Your tongues are dancing together, and you slide his pants off. He's busy getting you out of your bra, before his lips travel to your neck. He sucks on your sweet spot while he rubs your breasts. You moan out, and arch your back. He reaches down and rips you're panties away. You dip your hand into his boxers and begin stroking him. He inhales with a hiss and groans.
He quickly removes his boxers and climbs back on top of you. You throw your arms around him as he leans down to kiss you while sliding into your heat. You both moan together, and he starts thrusting his hips. He breaks the kiss to lean down and growl, "MINE," into your ear.
"Hell yes I am," you pant out.
You lace your fingers in his hair and grip it.
"Fuck," he speeds up, "you're so tight.I can't...hold back."
"Oh God!" You dig your fingers into his shoulders as you feel waves of electricity shoot through you.
He bites your earlobe and groans as he feels you clenching around him. You reach down between you and rub yourself. The sensations get to you and you climax. You let out a long moan and arch your back. Ji Yong takes that as his signal, and lets himself go. His thrusts become erratic as he crashes into pleasure too. You pull him into your chest as you both ride it out together. Totally spent, he slowly pulls out of you and rolls you with him until you're nestled into his shoulder.

"I love making up," Ji Yong pants, "but let's not breakup again."
You giggle, "Ok, but I like making up too."
He laughs and kisses your forehead.
"Well...we'll just have to pretend we've fought once in awhile."
You look up to kiss his lips.
"I love you baby," he strokes the hair from your face.
"I love you too."