Big Bang Daydreams

T.O.P/ Fan Art

You nervously clutch your artwork to you. Drawing is your passion and you practice every day. You hope to make it big, but you are still pretty new in this art world. What you aren't new to is being a huge fan of Big Bang. You are finally at a fan meeting. You had saved and saved to get the money for this ticket. Being a struggling artist really didn't pay very well. So this small moment was even more precious because of it.

You shuffle your feet impatiently. You are so nervous you can barely breathe. Your turn comes and you meet GDragon first. He gives you a big smile and you get his autograph. Next is Taeyang, then Seungri, and your favorite T.O.P is next. You brace yourself with a big gulp of air. You stand in front of him and he looks up at you with a grin. He's breath taking and you blush profusely. You square your shoulders and press on.

"Hi! I'm so glad to meet you. I'm y/n."
You extend your hand with a smile. He shakes it and smiles back.
"Nice to meet you. I'm Choi Seung Hyun."
You giggle, "I know. You're my favorite. I actually have something here for you."
You turn your work you've been clutching around...

He smiles so big, and takes it from your hand.
"This is for me?"
You nod slowly brushing a strand of hair behind your ear. You're eyes meet his, and your stomach does a backflip. Unbelievably, he blushes and looks down at the picture.
"It's very good. Do you have other works?"
You nod again.
He asks,"Can I see?"
You can't believe this.
"Wow...really?"
He chuckles, "Yes, of course."
You timidly pull a business card from your bag and hand it to him.
"That's my website, I would be honored for you to see my work."
He smiles at you again, "I'll be sure to check it out. Thank you."
You bow slightly, and the two of you say goodbye.

Lastly you meet Daesung and his huge smile. You had the best time. You snuggle into bed that night. So happy that you got to meet them all, but most of all T.O.P.

The next morning, you get up and notice you have an email. You open it...

Hello,
I thank you again for the gift you gave me. It's very beautiful, and even the other members liked it. I glanced at your other works. I was wondering if you might show them to me in person? I'll await your reply.
Choi Seung Hyun

You couldn't believe it. You read the email over and over again. He actually likes your work. You email him back that you would be happy to show him some examples of your work and the address of your tiny studio. It's actually your apartment too, but he doesn't have to know that. You scramble around to get your space ready. You pick your favorite pieces, get cleaned up, do your makeup, and get dressed. You hope to God you don't look like you're trying too hard.

There's a knock on your door right on time. You open it to find Seung Hyun on your doorstep. You do a mental happy dance before smiling to welcome him in. You offer him a drink and lead him through your work space.
"This is were you work?"
You nod a little sheepishly.
He grins, "Its so small, but it suits you."
You tilt your head, "What would you like to see first?"
He hmms a moment, "I liked your impressionist piece best, but they were all very good. So whatever you would like to show me."
You give a quick nod, and turn. You begin uncovering your favorite pieces....

He smiles at each one giving you compliments. He tells you what he likes about each one. You're so happy he likes them you can't stop smiling. Every time he talks about the color and technique he lights up.

You keep chatting and eventually it gets late. You show him one more piece before he leaves...

"This is my most recent drawing. I did it after we met."
You hand it to him with a blush.
"Thank you," he smiles down at it.

You walk him to the door, but as he starts to leave he turns back.
"I usually...I mean...I don't date fans, but I'm very interested in you. Would it be alright if I saw you again?"
He tilts his head slightly and turns those gorgeous eyes on you.

You feel like a deer in headlights. This is the last thing in the world you expected. A slow grin spreads across your face.
"I would like that."
He looks back down at the drawing in his hands.
"Good. I have your card. I'll call you ok?"
You nod and smile.
He looks back up into your eyes, and he even blushes a bit too. He turns to go, but as he walks away He gives you one last look and a wave over his shoulder. You wave back grinning like an idiot.

You shut the door and lean your back against it. Who would have ever thought a piece of fan art would mean so much to your future? You smile again, and get ready for bed. That night you have colorful dreams of being a successful artist...with Seung Hyun by your side.