Big Bang Daydreams

T.O.P/ Just a Crush

Another request...and yes it's smut.

You can't even remember how you became friends with all of these people. It's been so long it seems like you've known them all your life. Here you are at another gathering with everyone, and staring at your crush. You don't remember when you've started liking him either. You just know that every time you see him, the butterflies in your stomach do backflips. Seung Hyun is everything you like, and so handsome it hurts. You're not sure if you would ever have a shot with him, but oh would you love to find out.

You're sipping your drink when you see Seung Hyun duck out for a smoke.  You can't resist the urge to follow. You peek through the open door leading to the patio. He lights up a smoke and stands with his back to you. Someone changes the music inside and you hear him softly chuckle. He flicks his cigarette butt away and starts to kinda bounce in place. You smile to yourself and watch him as he starts dancing. He's being silly with it, and having fun. Little does he know, you just took out your phone and started filming. You snicker a little, and he stops. He spins around and sees you. You yelp and quickly put your phone behind your back. He walks up to you with a smirk.
"What are you doing?"
Your mind goes blank.
He laughs a little and reaches behind you for your phone. He watches the video before he erases it. Handing back your phone he smiles down at you, "You know if-"
You cut him off with a quick, "I'm sorry," and dart back into the party.

You are so embarassed after being caught recording Seung Hyun. If you might've had a chance with him before, you are sure you don't now. You avoid him like the plague. He keeps wandering your direction. When you look at him he's smirking at you, causing you to blush and scurry away. He's still following you when you run into your bestie. You make your excuses, and practically run to the door. You just make it out the door...

"Where are you going?" You hear Seung Hyun as he catches your arm and you turn around.
You stare at your shoes, "Umm, just home."
He lifts your chin with two fingers. He smiles at you, and your heart jumps up into your throat.
"May I take you home?" He tilts his head a little.
"A-alright."
Seung Hyun gestures for you to follow him, and you follow him in disbelief. His driver opens the door for each of you.

You are a nervous wreck until...
"Sooo...you were watching me."
You cover your face with your hands.
"Yes. I'm so sorry."
He chuckles,"Don't be embarrassed. I've been watching you too."
You drop your hands to your lap and your jaw drops too.
He laughs again,"So cute."
"You were? Why?" You're so sure he couldn't like you back.
"I thought you knew," he smirks.
You slowly shake your head no.
He reaches over to take your hand and leans over to whisper in your ear, "I like you. I like you allot."
You turn to face him, and he's a breath away from your lips.
Your eyes widen just a little,"Really?"
He smiles, "Really. Can I show you?"
He closes the gap between you and kisses you. You feel electrified, and melt into him placing your hand on the back of his neck. He slides his arm around your waist and pulls you into him. He kisses you deeper and your head starts spinning. You twine your fingers in his hair and sigh into his lips. The two of you are so close your legs are practically in his lap. Things are heating up and your hands start exploring each other. The car comes to a stop in front of your apartment complex and you both come up for air. The two of you are catching your breath. You DO NOT want this to end. So you pluck up your courage...
You look him in the eyes, "Do you want to take this inside?"
He grins, "Oh yes."

The two of you tumble into your apartment in a lip lock. You kick off your shoes and he does the same. You're leading him to your room, still locked at the lips, tongues dancing together, clothes flying, and stumbling to your bed. You both fall into your bed stripped to your underwear. Seung Hyun finally breaks the kiss to let his lips travel to your neck. His deep voice in your ear, "God, you're so beautiful. I've wanted you so much."
You give a low moan when he sucks on your sweet spot.
"Me too, so don't stop."
His hand reaches around you to unhook your bra before he slides it off of your shoulders and tosses it into the darkness. He begins rubbing your breasts as his kisses trail down your neck. He licks and kisses each breast before reaching down to slide your panties off. He kisses back up to your lips kissing you deeply as he begins rubbing in just the perfect spot. You give a low moan and lift one knee, wrapping your leg around his body as an invitation. He moans and breaks the kiss. He quickly removes his boxers, and positions himself between your legs. He kisses you again as he slides into you. You let your head fall back into the bed and feel his breath on your neck. He rolls his hips into you.
"Finally..." He moans into your ear.
"About time..." You breathe into his.
He's moving agonizingly slow and you start to raise your hips to his. Just wanting more friction. He takes your cue and goes faster. You arch your back and moan.
"I love that...sound." He groans.
He starts to thrust harder into you and you gasp. You grab onto his shoulders hard, and thrust your hips in time with his. He growls and leans back to throw your legs over his shoulders before he continues to pound into you. It's all to much, the pleasure, the feeling of finally being with him this way, his deep sexy voice making those intimate sounds, and feeling him inside you...
"Seung Hyun...I'm..I'm gonna..."
You see stars as you climax, and he feels your legs shake and your walls clench down on him. He doesn't hold back anymore, and his thrusts become erratic as he too let's go. He lowers your legs down from his shoulders and lays down on you taking his weight on his elbows. Kissing you softly as you both catch your breath he pulls out of you, and rolls off of you pulling you with him and into his chest.

"Well...that was," you start.
"Amazing. We should've started this sooner." His low voice rumbling in his chest under your ear.
You look up at him, "Did we just start something?"
He looks into your eyes,"Definitely, I can't wait to see where it goes."
You giggle a bit, "Me too."