Big Bang Daydreams

GDragon/ Let's Not Love

Per request, a reluctant start with GD...

You walk through the door to your favorite restaurant. You head straight for the table that you and Ji Yong usually go to. You duck and dodge tables and waiters. You get to the table and notice all those seated here and there. They all greet you including Ji Yong and you have a seat. You're seated beside Seungri and nudge him with your elbow.

"Hey," you start with a lean in his direction, "who is the new girl?"

Seungri looks the direction you nod, "Oh, she just came with Ji Yong, hyung, tonight. So, I don't really know her yet. She seems ok though."

You slightly narrow your eyes looking at her. The monster of jealousy pokes at your heart. Just great, another one. You bite your cheek to not say anything. You feel your face get hot. Seungri nudges you with a smirk.

"Hey," he looks down at you, "confess already. Then, you won't have to watch this stuff."

You grin up at him, "That's what you think. He'll reject me, and then I'll lose him as a friend." You open a menu and look at it, making a barrier. "I would rather watch and hurt, than never see him and hurt worse."

Seungri shakes his head and continues eating. You hear the new girl laugh and your stomach lurches. You don't want to sit and listen to this, but it is what it is.

You make it through dinner. The whole time you avoid looking at Ji Yong and the girl he brought along. You chat with everyone else. You are especially chatty with Seungri. Everyone finally gets up and starts to disperse. You walk outside and feel the tears prick your eyes. You're slowly waking away.

"Hey," Ji Yong calls to you.

You turn around to see him strolling up to you. Seungri is a few paces behind just watching.

"Yeah?" You ask.

"Seungri, says you, umm, have something to tell me?" He asks.

You look bewildered and glance at Seungri over his shoulder. He smiles at you sheepishly and shuffles away.

You sigh and look at Ji Yong.

"I may have, but it doesn't matter now," you smile at him halfheartedly.

He cocks his head to the side, "Why not? "

You shrug, "I'm too late."

He grins, "Too late? Too late for what?"

"Never mind," you say turning away.

Before you can walk away, he catches your wrist and turns you back toward him.

"Tell me," he says lifting your chin to look him in the eye, "you've always been able to talk to me."

You look him in the eyes, and you just give up. There isn't much point in holding onto feelings and not moving on if you should.

You take a deep breath and clench your eyes shut, "IreallylikeyouandI'msosickofseeingyouwithotherwomenIcouldscream!"

For a moment that feels like an hour you stand still like that. Then, you feel soft lips on yours. Your eyes pop open. Ji Yong's lips are on yours. You kiss him back hesitantly at first. Then, when you both break away he bites his lip and smiles.

"What took you so long?"

You sputter and try to explain, "I...you... DAMMIT!"

He laughs and blushes pulling you in to hold you in a hug.

"Come on," he breaks away and takes your hand, "come home with me tonight."

You smile at him and let him lead you.

"We have allot to talk about," he says squeezing your hand.