Big Bang Daydreams

When you're feeling depressed...

*GDragon*
You're angry at yourself for feeling like this. So, you get short with him. He knows what's going on when you act this way. He knows this feeling well.
"Baby," he tentatively rubs your back, "did I do something wrong?"
"No," you huff and roll your eyes.
You shrug his hand off. It hurts his feelings, but he knows you. He knows this isn't your real heart. He grabs a pillow and sits in front of you.
"Here, hit this," he braces himself.
You glare at the pillow. Then you flail at it! Smacking it as tears fall, you keep going until you collapse against it and into Ji Yong's arms.
"Shhhhh," he holds you stroking your hair softly, "I've got you Baby. Just breathe."
He holds you until you've cried yourself to sleep, lays you down softly, and curls up beside you. He doesn't want to leave in case you wake up and feel alone.

*T.O.P.*
Seung Hyun is also feeling depressed. He's been isolating himself. You in turn started doing the same. You decide to approach him about it.
"Seung Hyun, I can't live like this. I love you, and we're both hurting."
He takes a pull from his cigarette and flicks it from the patio you're both standing on. He opens his arms and you walk into them. You wrap your arms around each other. You hear his deep voice in his chest as he says,
"Mianhae," he sighs and kisses your hair, "I know you're hurting too."
You look up into his face with tears in your eyes, "Let's heal together."
You spend the night talking about everything together.

*Taeyang*
Hyo Rin can always count on Young Bae when she's down. He makes her dinner,  runs her a bath, and pampers her like a princess. We should all be so lucky.

*Daesung*
"Are you sick?" Dae asks with a furrowed brow. He reaches up to feel your head. You gently push his hand away. He looks taken aback, and a little hurt. He takes your hand and holds it between his.
"Did I do something wrong? Are you upset with me?"
You sigh and look into his concerned eyes, "No. I don't know what's wrong I just feel so," you slump over, "just down."
"Ah," he concentrates for a moment then his face lights up, "I know!"
You jump as he scrambles up from the couch. He comes back quickly with a blanket, your favorite snack, and your favorite drink. He turns the t.v. on to the movie you recorded but haven't seen yet. You give a small smile, and he wraps you both up to snuggle and watch it together.

*Seungri*
He notices you haven't been calling or texting today. Usually by now he would've heard from you. He decides to text and check on you.
HEY! How's my girl today?  I'm missing you!
You don't reply right away, but when you do he knows something is up.
Your girl is here. I'm still your girl right?
He calls immediately, and as soon as you answer,...
"What do you mean asking me such a question? We didn't break up right?"
You sigh, "I just," you start to cry softly, "I'm not sure I'm a good girlfriend to you. I can't seem to do anything right."
He knows what's happening. He's seen you like this before. Every time you're depression hits hard, you think you're not good enough for him.
He huffs, "Woman if you were any better to me you would have to be twins."
You let a giggle escape, "Really?"
He grins to himself, "Really. Now, I'll be home in a little bit. Get ready, I'll show you just how good I think you are to me."
You smile as you both hang up. Seungri wraps up early that day so he can stop to get you flowers on the way home.