My Poems

Are you proud?

" You wouldn't be like this if you just put down the fucking food"

What the food that you taught me would be there for me when no one else would?

The food you gave me when you just wanted me to be quiet 

The food you told me would make me feel better?

The food you said would make the pain stop?

Okay. I will put it down. 

I will ignore it. 

I will smile and say 

'Don't worry, I'm not hungry'

I will lose weight, I will drink water like it's my ritual 

I will eat minimal amount every day. 

I will be perfect. 

I will drop the weight I will lose it I wont be this vile thing that you helped create. 

I will put down the fucking food. 

But don't tell me how to do it from there.