R- Relapse, The most friendly looking word to most of us although it is looked down on by all...E- Envy, Of the pretty girls who can starve themselves and successfully win the beauty pageant.
L- Lonely, Lonely girls whom find comfort in a bottle rather than people.
A- anger, anger towards ones self that can then be turned into self hate that can never be taken away.
P- Photo's. Photos of our goals, photos of the unhealthy things that we will do to our selves to get to our some what horrific goals.
S- starve. Starving our selves because we hate our bodies so much we can't bare to give into what we want.
E- emotion. The worst part of a relapse. Our emotions sometimes do not relate to our relapse. Nearly everyone can hide it from you with the simple words that are "I'm fine." And we will be believed because hiding the emotions that caused the relapse is our secret power...

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