Trigger Warnings:
-Mention of anxiety
-Mention of depression
-Thought spirals
-Panic attacks
-People not understanding anxietyJared: so r my boyfs ready to find out the purpose of dogs??
Connor: Jared just call it by the actual name
Jared: no
Jared: what about u Ev, :) r u excited 4 purposeful doggies???
I waited a second before answering.
We had planned to see "A Dog's Purpose" since Jared saw the commercial two months ago.
Don't get me wrong, I'm ecstatic to be with my two amazing boyfriends. It's just...my anxiety doesn't like movie theaters. At all. They're dark and my night vision sucks and crowded and sometimes you can't see over the person's head in front of you and I'm never sure if it's appropriate to get emotional because it might disturb people nearby and they're really expensive and-
Connor: Evan you there?
Jared: EVAN HELLO?????
Connor: shut up Jared
Connor: Evan are you okay?
Evan: oh yeah sorry I was was in the bathroom
Connor: your thing said you were typing
S***
Evan: oh...that's weird
Connor: it's weirder that my boyfriend is lying to me
Jared: nah he lies all the time you just never find out the truth
Evan: I'm not lying!
Jared: Evan's lie counter-2
Evan: Jared !
Connor: just tell us what's wrong Evan
Evan: nothing !
Jared: 3
Jared: well let's see ur not afraid of dogs
Jared: movie theater anxiety?
Evan: ...no
Jared: 4
Jared: yeah that's it
Connor: wow Jare I'm impressed
Jared: yeah that's me the Insanely Cool Evan's Boyfriend
Connor:^insanely modest
Jared: yup that too
Connor: what time does the movie start Jare
Jared: hold on let me check
Jared: 7:30
Connor: so I'll pick you up at 6:00 and get to Ev by like 6:05 that way we can arrive at the movies an hour early
Jared: and Evan can sit in the middle so we can shower him with our affection!!
Connor: and since there are two of us we can protect him at all times
Jared: YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!! (No matter how much you might want to be afterwards)
Evan: ...thanks guys
Okay I love them, but sometimes I don't think they understand my anxiety...at all. But I can't complain because it's not like I understand the extent of Connor's depression or Jared's deep-seated insecurities.
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Weird Dear Evan Hansen One-Shots!
FanfictionOne-shots and other short stories influenced by the musical by Steven Levenson, Benj Pasek, and Justin Paul. (I do not own any of these characters or any part of the actual musical). This is my first fanfic so I hope you enjoy it!