Kinda-Comedian.

I am Honestly so Sorry.

        I apologize profusely. I haven't updated in FOREVER. I'll keep it brief. Went to Festival of the Arts, has fun. Graduated, had fun. Finished school, had fun. Now I have loads of time on my hands and I solemly swear I will update more. I have been not so much depressed as I have been aloof, which puzzles me. My life is going pretty great right now. Summer just started, I'm pretty sure I lost a little weight in the last month or so, school's done, my family isn't irritating me that much, my friends and I are keeping in touch, a very cute boy who I have a bit of a crush on gave me his email, it's great. But for some reason, I have no drive to do anything. Not even like normal teenage laziness. Like, I don't really want to talk, write, eat, go on the internet, watch TV/movies, read books, or do pretty much anything other than sleep. It's pretty bad. It's weird, because when I think about it, nothing is really upsetting me. I mean, I've been a bit sick recently, but I always get sick in the summer. I think it stretches past hypoglecmia and asthma, but my doctors haven't seen anything abnormal and I go there like once a month. My lungs didn't have to get drained, don't remember if I already told you that or not. The nasty medicene kicked in, so yay. I don't know, I just have no motivation to do anything. My mom is threatening to take away my laptop, but I've been telling her I just don't feel well. Well, that worries her, if I'm sick more than like 2 days in a row. I promise I'll try sounding less hopless and depressed, because I'm really neither of those things. My brain just isn't working right at the moment. By the way, I emailed Cute Boy. He has yet to respond. I'll keep you updated on that. I got some outstanding scholarship award at graduation, which means I'm like a genius or something (which wouldn't suprise me, I got 100% on everything on my pre-ACT test and 100% on ALMOST everything on my MEAP. I unfortunately got a 91% on my math for that. Just barely genius.) I do really well in school actually, I ended the year with four A's, two A-'s, and one B+ (the B+ was in math, of course. God damn numbers!) . Not too shabby. Sometimes I think I sound really stupid, but I actually have some skillz. I did pretty well on all my finals, except for History, but everyone bombed it so after all the grading curves and all that, I ended up with an A-. A gold star to me! But yeah, looking ahead to this summer, I'll be going to a Neutral Milk Hotel concert, taking a vacation to Gettysburg to try to find some ghosts with my crazy, supernatural being obsessed dad and his girlfriend, surfing a lot with my cousin and our friends, chilling at my beach cottage (how perfectly Barbie) and seeing a bunch of movies I'm excited for (The Maze Runner, The Giver, and many more). It's all looking up for me. BUT I'm still super aloof, so wish me luck on that. I think I'll be fine. You may have noticed,or maybe not, but I started a new book in addition TDBM. It's called Stand By Me. Yes, there are people with cancer in it. No, cancer will not be a main theme in the story. There are many non-cancerous characters, and I will in no way turn this into a John Green tear-jerker. This is going to be a funny story completely, so all you emotionless rocks, don't be turned off by the fact that several characters do have cancer. I know the first couple chapters seem bleak, but all you need to do is read the first couple paragraphs of chapter 2 and you'll see. There's a bit of gallows humor, and I think it'll be quite funny, so give it another chapter or two and hopefully you'll be laughing your ass off. Anyways, I' pretty tired, so I'm gonna leave while I'm ahead. Talk to y'all tomorrow. Adios beetchachos.