After Hannah Baker- Zach Dempsey's New Life

26: Sex

Ryan woke me up the next morning by slowly massaging my back. I hummed lightly when she slowly crawled onto my back and started rubbing my bare shoulder blades. 

"Are you awake?" she whispered slowly lowering herself down to whisper in my ear. 

"No," I replied when she pressed her lips against my cheek. 

"Do you want a massage?" she whispered again with a small giggle. 

"Yes," I whispered lightly. 

"Okay," she kissed me on the cheek again then continued to massage my back. 

"What time is it?" I asked quietly. 

"It's like eight," she mumbled then leaned down and kissed me on the cheek again. I sighed then slowly turned around onto my back and looked at her. She smiled then leaned down and kissed me lightly. 

I chuckled when she pulled away slowly. "What?" she asked slowly. I shook my head then slowly sat up and wrapped my arms around her slowly and kissed her lightly. 

She smiled then kissed me back wrapping her arms around my neck slowly. "Lay back down," she whispered before kissing me again. 

I chuckled then slowly pressed my lips to hers then slowly moved us around quickly so I was on top of her. 

"That's not what I meant," she giggled lightly. I smiled then kissed her again. She slowly wrapped her arms around my neck again and kissed me back while running her foot slowly up my leg. 

After a few minutes Ryan and I were both still making out but now we were both in just our underwear. We were both grinding on each other and panting. 

"Ryan," I whispered slowly pulling my lips away from hers. 

"Hmm?" she asked slowly opening her eyes to look at me. 

"Do you want to keep going?" I asked slowly squeezing her waist. She nodded slowly then bit her lip slowly. "Okay," I whispered then kissed her again before pulling away and standing up. 

"Where are you going?" she asked confused. 

"To go find a condom," I chuckled then leaned down and kissed her again. She smiled then watched me walk out of the room. 

"Hurry back," she yelled after me. 

I walked down to Justin's room and over to his nightstand. I opened the top drawer where a small pack of condoms has always been since he hit puberty. I grabbed one then ran back up the stairs and to my room where Ryan was sitting patiently.

She smiled when I crawled back on top of her. I smiled then pressed my lips against hers again. She giggled then slowly wrapped her legs around my waist loosely. I started kissing her on the neck slowly making my way down her body. She exhaled lightly when I slowly pulled her underwear off. 

"I'll take it slow," I said crawling up to her face. She nodded then pressed her lips against mine. 

"I trust you," she whispered slowly getting comfortable. I nodded then pressed my lips against hers. I slowly pulled my underwear back then slowly rolled the condom on myself. 

***

We were sweating and panting. Ryan had slipped my shirt on after we both came and had calmed down. 

She giggled quietly then kissed me on the cheek when I stretched lightly. I smiled then wrapped my arms around her and kissed her back. "You still like me right?" she asked slowly. 

"Of course I do," I chuckled then kissed her on the forehead. She smiled then kissed me lightly. 

"We should go take a shower," she whispered slowly sitting up. 

"Can we stay here for a little bit?" I asked when she looked at me slowly. She nodded then slowly laid back down and put her head on my shoulder after she got comfortable. 

I pressed my lips to her forehead then wrapped my arms around her. Ryan slowly wrapped her arms around me then pressed her lips against my cheek.

A few minutes later I could tell Ryan had passed out, I chuckled then lightly squeezed my fingers against her back. 

"Stop," she giggled sleepily then rolled away from me. 

"Why?" I smiled when she grabbed my arm and hugged it tightly. She hummed lightly when I turned onto my side and rewrapped my arms around her. 

"Zach?" she whispered when I started to kiss her on the neck. 

"Yes?" I asked with a small smile. 

"I'm sleeping," she whispered. 

"No, we have to go take a shower," I whispered back then kissed her on the neck again. 

"I don't want to now," she turned around and slowly put her head on my chest. 

"What do you want to do then?" I asked running my hand slowly down her body. 

"Hmm," she hummed lightly then put her hand lightly on my chest. 

"Do you want to take a shower?" I asked pressing my lips against her forehead. She nodded then sat up and grabbed my shirt and put it on slowly. 

"Just a shower," she said looking at me. I sat up and kissed her lightly. 

"I'm not going to push you," I whispered putting my forehead against hers. She smiled then kissed me back before quickly crawling out of bed. I chuckled when she leaned down and kissed me slowly wrapping her arms around my neck. I smiled and kissed her back. 

"I'm going to go take a shower," she whispered then slowly squeezed my shoulders before pulling away then walking out of the bedroom and to the bathroom across the hall. 

"Shit," I groaned lightly then rolled onto my back and stretched. 

***

When Ryan and I's shower was done, we went back to my room and watched a movie. Ryan had put my t-shirt back on and a pair of underwear, the lacy kind, but that was it. I put on gym shorts before laying down next to her. 

"Are you tired?" I asked when she put her head on my shoulder and yawned. She nodded lightly then smiled at me. I smiled then kissed her on the cheek lightly. 

"What happens in the bedroom stays in the bedroom," she whispered pointing at me after I pulled away. 

"Why would I tell anyone?" I chuckled lightly. She raised an eyebrow then kissed me with a smile. 

"Just making sure we're on the same page," she giggled just before the doorbell rang. 

"Okay," I chuckled then stood up slowly and made my way downstairs. 

Ethan and Mercedes were standing by the front door when I opened it. 

"Are you guys busy?" Ethan asked walking in and kicking his shoes off. Mercedes was carrying Alex in her car seat. 

"Not really," I chuckled when Ethan slowly took Alex from Mercedes. 

"Good because we're bored," Mercedes chuckled lightly.