Arranged Marriage With Byun Baekhyun | Byun Baekhyun

12; Pain Is Half Out

"All I want is that he'll be safe! I don't care if he doesn't like me! It's okay if he hates me but can't he just be careful?"

Kylie is crying in front of Xiumin and Chanyeol. They are at the group's dorm, the other members are at the living room. Suho is at his house because Jennie has no person to be with.

Kylie is finally releasing the pain she hides for so many years.

Kylie is sitting on Xiumin's bed with her palms on her face and her knees folded.

"Kylie, we all know that Baek is always careful. Can I ask, how did you know their relationship?" Chanyeol asks the short girl.

"Since the day we met. He is calling Taeyeon unnie that time." Kylie answers in the middle of tears. "I told him that I going to get my ketchup but when I got back, he is calling someone. And I heard Taeyeon unnie's name."

"Why is Baekhyun so careless?" Chanyeol says quietly and massages his temples.

"I did nothing but to adjust! Still, he hates me. Can he just say that ' Eomma, appa, can I just marry Taeyeon instead? I hate Kylie because she sucks!'" Kylie strikes again.

She just wants Baekhyun to be safe that's all.

"Kylie, don't say that." Xiumin patted her shoulder. The older boy wants her to release the pain so cry and cry Kim Kylie.

"It's true, since the day I was born I suck! No wonder Eomma says that Jennie is really more beautiful than me! No wonder that Jun Myeon oppa is better than me, he's more intelligent! While me, I have the stupidest brain ever!"

Kylie shouted, her voice is soft but now it looks like a loud lightning.

"Kylie, there is a reason that they told you that, no wonder, they told you that because they want you to be independent, to be stronger." Xiumin comforts the young girl. The older doesn't want the young girl to be insecure to herself.

"Do you know that I really wanted to be an idol? But the time that I knew that my siblings are in training, I stopped."

Xiumin just let her cry to release the pain.

"And now, I'm in trouble because of Baek. I want to cancel this!"

Kylie kicks the blanket at her side.

"Do you love him?" Chanyeol asks. Kylie just nodded a yes.

It's obvious, why would Kylie feel angry or jealous seeing Baekhyun happily in secret with Taeyeon?

Of course she loves him.

"I don't want to stop the wedding because I know his parents will get mad. Many fans will ask questions and since the last conflict we faced is Taeyeon dating Baekhyun maybe they'll bash Baek and I ... Love .. Him.

He never cared for me, he doesn't care about me. He is right for calling this marriage a garbage.

My life sucks from the start.

His life sucks because of me.

My life is like a virus, if someone will get attached, that person's life will suck too.

All I do is to disappoint people. That is my hidden profession.

Can't Baekhyun just realize that I'm here for him?

I did everything, isn't it enough?

I love him more than myself. But he hates me more than he hates his haters."