I Am Theirs (BTS×Reader)

Chapter 12

Y/n pov:

I let my hair down and got ready to take a shower. “This week was stressful” I sighed pulling out my big shirt to wear. My monthly cycle was finally done and now I could stop walking around feeling like I am wearing diapers.

I still couldn't believe Namjoon casually kissed me like it was nothing. “That ass stole my first kiss” I hissed touching my lip but then balling up my fist on the other hand. I won't lie, his lips were so soft. It felt like silk or melted chocolate on mines. “Uhhhh what the fuck bitch” I punched the wall hoping the pain will make me come to my senses. I could never like any of them in that way. I'm just a plaything they won from a gamble.

Everyone left for a party they were going to in some mansion god knows where in the city. I'm glad they didn't drag me along, it would be so awkward for a little kid to be at some party with the most wanted Notorious Gang leaders from all-over the world. I would feel so out of place in that setting plus I don't want anything to do with their business. This is not a life I want to live but I'm stuck so I might as well make the best of it.

I got my clothes, phone, and head tie before quickly going to the bathroom. I took a long shower scrubbing every curve and corner of my body. When I was done I washed my face and put my clothes on for bed. My shirt was shorter than the usual ones I wore but no one is home so I don't have to worry about them seeing me.

I turned on my tv and started to watch a cooking show. I was too lazy to switch channels so I kept it on this. An hour passed and the chefs started making some type of cheesecake. I got a knock on my door followed by a familiar voice. “Y/n you up? It's Jimin. I'm coming in” he said.

I felt weird being around him ever since he walked in on Jungkook pinning me to the wall and sucking my neck giving me hickeys. What made it worse is when I saw that lady giving him a blowjob. Ever since then he always looked daggers at me like I did something wrong.

Though I do feel a little worried about being near him I would rather not have a disagreeable relationship with people I'm going to live with for the rest of my life. He came in and close the door behind him. “I thought you were going to the party tonight,” I said while flipping through channels. “There is always next year” he sat on my bed next to me. We watched tv until it got really late at night.

“I gotta tell you something,” he said turning his head to face me. I started to fall asleep but tried to listen to what he got to say. “What is it?” I said yawning. My mind was honestly ready to shut down but I tried to make as much eye contact. “I like you Y/n,” he said. I stared blankly until I could find the right words to use.”I like you to” I said sympathetically hoping that was the answer he was looking for. “No I mean I like you as in I want to be with you” he spoke harsher this time. My mouth almost dropped as he said those words. Jimin is a good looking person but I couldn't be with him for various reasons other than he was a Mafia leader.

I couldn't come up with anything to say to his confession so his calm expression became more vengeful like when he would glare at me. “Are you gonna say anything?” His voice became intense. My voice box was completely off. Forming words felt unnatural to me. “ I don't understand what do you want me to say,” I mumbled.

A tight-lipped smile crept up his face as he tried to come closer to me. Every inch he moved I made two more big ones. He grabbed my wrist as I tried to get off the bed. “Jimin stop” I pleaded. He pinned me to the bed and pressed his body in between my legs. He brought his face close to mine and tried to kiss me.

I didn't kiss back but that seems to annoy him since he squeezed down on both of my wrist he had pinned over my head. “Kiss me!” He growled. I shook my head. “Kiss me!!” He yelled louder. I didn't answer this time. I trembled in fear of what he might do to me. “Please don't do this” I cried.