Noah Schnapp- wrong number

33: the truth?

SOPHIA'S POV:
A few days passed and Noah had been acting kind of strange.
He hadn't been talking to me and every time I tried to talk to him he would end the conversation at the first go.
I had to figure out what was up.
"Noah.", I said trying to get his attention.
He didn't respond.
"Noah, I flucking swear!", I yelled.
"Whaaaaat?", he finally replied.
"Why have you been acting so weird.", I asked.
"What do you mean? I'm not acting weird.", he said.
"You've been ignoring me for the past few days! Tell me that's not weird.", I said.
"Okay, Fine i guess I'm ignoring you.", he said.
"Well What did I do?", I questioned.
"Nothing. Just forget about it.", he said.
"No. What did I do. I miss talking to you, Noah.", I said.
"Finn told me something.", he said.
I raised an eyebrow.
"It makes sense, too.", he added.
"Well What did he say?", I asked.
"You're just gonna deny it.", Noah said.
Oh crap.
"No. I will tell the complete truth. I swear on it.", I said sticking out my pinky.
Noah wrapped his pinky around mine.
Wow, this is the most physical contact we've made in the past three days.
"Finn said that when you were at my house, you cheated on me. He confessed to giving you that hickey. Which, by the way, his hickey was gross. I can do much better.", noah said.
"You wanna try?", I asked trying to break the ice.
"After you tell me the truth.", noah said, widening his eyes.
Oh no. I love Noah. I don't love Finn. Noah deserves to know the truth.
But the truth isn't what I want to believe
I wish that day never even happened.
I wanna tell Noah the truth.
But what if he doesn't believe me?
I'd be ending our relationship.
"Any Day now.", noah said tapping his fingers, making me lose my train of thought.
"I uhh. Listen, Okay, at that time we weren't exclusive. Finn pulled me into the hallway and started kissing me. I backed away, but he pushed me up against the wall and I didn't want to get you mad at him, so I kept it secret. I didn't want Finn to kiss me. And honestly, if I can go back and change it I would. I would've known Finn was a bad guy and I would've told you right away. But I had no clue that he was that jealous of you. Noah, whatever you feel right now, just know that I love you. And I will always, no matter what.", I said, taking a deep breath after each sentence.
Noah just stared at me for what seemed like an eternity.
"It's okay."
Refreshing.
I let out a huge smile.
He gave me a hug.
"I'll love you no matter what.", he said.
I started crying.
Tears of joy.
I love Noah Schnapp with all my heart.