Before The Dawn

Twenty One - Dinner with INFINITE

Myungsoo's POV

We were all gathered in a restaurant for dinner. Nothing unusual for we just ate, and talked about things, just like we always do when we eat out. The only difference this time is that Hyena was with us. We are all having such a great time. This night is really just full of nice memories. We found out that Hyena was the girl that Woohyun Hyung and Yeollie saved. Jungyeop Hyung was really thankful to them, and I felt somewhat happy as well because Woohyun Hyung was able to save this girl from death. Anyway, Jungyeop Hyung told us that Hyena will be staying with us in our dorm for a month.

Assa! That would be great!

I couldn't help but smile at the thought of her staying with us in the dorm.

Don't get me wrong! I am just happy about it because now I kinda clearly sorted out what I really feel about her. I thought I was just infatuated with her, but I guess I was wrong.

Yes, I admit it!

I surrender.

I am in LOVE with her.

That's it! I already said it! I know it sounds absurd because I just met her, but what can I do? I fell in love with her right away.

Her living with us for a month is going to be a great opportunity for me to be able to get closer to her. I will show her who the real Myungsoo is. Many people think that I have two personalities. Sometimes they say that I am like my alter ego, L who is a cold and aloof person, but I am not really like that in reality. Seriously, there's no such thing as L and Myungsoo. It's just me, Kim Myungsoo. I am aware that I changed a lot compared to before. Something happened in the past that made me like that, but I don't want to talk about it yet.

NOT NOW! NOT YET!

I am able to move on with my life, and I guess you may say that I am starting to be like my old self again. I know that my members could start seeing that big change now. I am starting to open up to them more, and I also do spend more time with them as well. They seem to be very happy with the changes that they could see in me. Anyway, I don't want Hyena to have a misconception about me. I don't want her to know me as L. I want her to like Myungsoo. Though I don't want her to choose between those two because as I said they are only one person. I really want to accept the whole me. Well, I think I am thinking too much. For now, let's just hope that she'll somehow like me.

I am looking at Hyena right now, and she seems to be quite uncomfortable with the topic that we were discussing. Well, we were talking about her graduation, and I guess that reminds her of her dead parents. I better do something to change the topic.

"Hyung!" I called Jungyeop Hyung to get his attention to me.

"What is it Myungsoo?" he replied.

"Did you know that Hyena here dreams of becoming an artist?" I said while looking at her.

I could see that her eyes went wide, and her face is now as red as a tomato!

Kyeopta! I really want to pinch those cheeks right now.

I guess she's a bit shy about it. Well, I haven't heard her sing, or see her dance, but if she has the talent, she should show it to everyone. Besides, she's Hyung's niece, so I think she's very talented. As they said, it runs in their blood.

"Is that true, Hyena?" he asked her.

She looked at me, and I just smiled at her. "Go ahead. Tell him about it!" I encouraged her.

"Well, that's one of the reasons why I took up Applied Music at the university. I really like music, whether it's dancing to it, singing, or even composing songs. I like performing, but I feel shy doing it in front of many people." she said. "To be honest, I really wanted to be a photographer someday. But as I already told Myungsoo Oppa and Sungyeol Oppa that if someone would be giving me a chance to become an idol, I would be very happy to give it a try," she told him.