Before The Dawn

Twelve - Decisions to Make

Woohyun's POV

Sungkyu Hyung, Sungyeol, and Sungjong silently listened to everything that I was telling them. I told them everything that happened, from the parking lot, to the rooftop, down to the time that they saw me here in the room. I also told them about the favor that Heechul Hyung was asking me.

I looked at Sungkyu hyung. "Hyung, what should I do? I don't want to make the decision by myself. I have to ask you guys about it, for you guys will all be affected as well. Besides, it's not just my decision to make. I also have to ask Jungyeop Hyung, too. There are also our fans to think about. What will they say? How will they react if they found out?"

Sungkyu hyung just looked at me. "Woohyun-nah!" he said. "Don't think of anything else. Don't think about us, or Jungyeop hyung, or even INSPIRITS. Just think about yourself first. What do you want to do?" he asked in a serious tone.

I looked at him in the eye.

What do I really want to do?

I tried to sort all the things on my mind. Well first, I really feel bad about what is happening with Hyena's life right now. She reminded me so much of myself back then. She tried to take her own life because she felt that she was all alone now. I know that depression will bring out the worst in one person, and I really want to help her get through it.

"Hyung!" I finally said. "I really want to help her. She reminded me so much of myself before. I am just so lucky that I have you all back then when I was facing the toughest time of my life, but I am afraid that she is not as lucky as I am. She doesn't have someone, or anyone who she could consider as her support system."

Wow! I can't believe that I said it in just one breath.

I looked at Sungkyu Hyung and waited for his reaction. After a few minutes, he smiled at me and hugged me. I was a bit taken aback because he hugged me so tight that I almost ran out of breath. He let me go at once, and I looked at his face. I could clearly see in his expression and right there, I know that he understood my decision. He knew all the things that happened to me before. He was with me in all the things that I've been through just to win over my battle against depression. Well, not just him, but Dongwoo, Hoya, Sungyeol, Myungsoo, and Sungjong were there with me. They all stayed beside me. They never left my side. Even though there were times when I literally shut them out of my system, they didn't give up on me. I guess he understands what I am feeling right now.

"Arrasso, Woohyun-nah!" he said. "I will be discharged tomorrow morning, and I will help you explain things to Jungyeop Hyung. I know how badly you want to help her for I can see it clearly in your eyes. Because of that, I decided that I will help you, and I know the other members will help you, too. Right, boys?!"

Sungyeol and Sungjong smiled at me as they nodded their heads.

"Gomawo, Hyung! Gomawo, Sungyeollie and Sungjong-ah." I told them as I wiped my tears using the back of my hands.

They went near me again and hugged me. I was so touched by their endless support. I am indeed really lucky to have my brothers with me.

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Someone's POV

That morning, Woohyun was the first one who got up. Despite sleeping very late, he was still able to wake up earlier than usual. Woohyun was feeling a little agitated that he didn't have much sleep, and it was all because of everything that happened last night. Up until now, he still couldn't believe it. He even asked himself if he was just dreaming.