Falling In Love With My Best Friend // Zanemau Fanfiction

Chapter 35

Aphmau

Ahh it's great to be back home after a long day.

I walked into my room and plopped down on my bed.

Just being completely honest with myself... I've really missed Zane.

No Aphmau, stop!

You'll get hurt again.

Is the world just telling me I can't be happy!?

Every time I love, without fail it either dies or get taken from me.

First my dad... then grandma... Aaron came next... and now Zane.

This is why I know I can't be with Laurence...

What if something happens with him!?

I wouldn't be able to handle it.

He said he would stay my friend no matter what, and quiet frankly I don't want to risk that.

It's better to stay friends than to lose it all.

Worst scenario is I become a crazy cat lady and live my golden years surrounded by cats.

Better than going through another heartbreak.

I think I've had enough of those.

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Zane

Why can't I stop thinking about Aph!?

Uhhh!

Zane.

Listen to me.

She.

Hates.

You.

Don't think about her anymore.

If you go back to her, it could hurt her in the end.

It's killing me to think that I made her cry.

I still can't believe I let my best friend- only friend- girlfriend get hurt.

Especially by me.

I hate myself so much right now.

I miss having someone there that makes me feel alive.

I miss playing my little horses with her.

I miss everything about her.

She's perfect in every way.

I love her.

But she could never love someone like me.

I can't believe she did once.

It just can't happen after I broke her heart.

Now I've lost her as a love interest and a friend.

And it's all my fault.

For the love of Irene.

I miss her too mu-

*Knock Knock knock*

Ugh.

I walked over to the door only to find a familiar blonde.

"Garroth." I greeted with a straightg face.

"Hey baby brother..." he smiled saddly.

What.

I don't think I've ever seen him like this.

Well, minus the whole Sprinkles incident.

"What's up?" I asked casually while shoving my hands in my pockets.

"I messed up with Aph." He admitted.

The mention of her name gave me butterflies.

Why am I so giddy at the thought of her!?

"Uh okay. Come inside." I offered while holding the door wider for him.

~~~~~Timeskip~~~~~~~~

WHAT!?

"YOU MADE HER CRY!?" I yelled filled with anger.

Garroth told me everything.

And I mean everything.

I don't know if I'm more upset over the fact that he kissed her, or made her cry.

Both of those actions trigger me.

"I've made up my mind..." I whispered to myself.

Aphmau is the one for me.

I will fight for her till the end of time.

No one will ever break her heart again.

I will never break her heart again.

Ayeee! Hope y'all enjoyed this chapter. Next one will come soon. Have an awesome night.

For now, that's all.

Jayden~•~•~•~•

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