Jealousy

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I don't understand why, but whenever she speaks of you I get these sudden urges to let her know that you are mine.

an urge hitting me in the face like a newspaper in one of those old movies about New York

I would tell her to back off like a dog guarding it's most prize procession

but I'm afraid I would be keeping you from others

and that would be selfish

I notice the little things when she is around you

how she touches your arm

how much more she smiles around you

how you can flip her switch to depressed to extra happy

how she can get you to do something before I even get the chance to try

every. single. fucking. time.

I'm sorry I'm growing distant with you

it's the thought that maybe you would be better off with her that keeps running through my head each and every second

you both care about each other a whole lot

you both have a lot in common

you both seem happy with each other

just go to her

I won't get hurt I...   promise


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