I have been up all
I have been doing everything and anything to try to forget about what I will have to do in 23 hours and 53 minutes
I was successful at first
Making myself busy with anything
Cleaning every surface
Making food that I won't eat
Punching walls to feel something other than sadness
As it hit 12 my sister turned on music
We both danced to these songs like drunk idiots
In the middle of one of the songs Death Of A Bachelor, I think it was, I started to cry
I would much rather be dancing like a drunk idiot with you
I hurried into my room where it seems as if millions of memories of you flood my mind
I am flooded with images
I am flooded with thoughts
I am flooded with our future
I am flooded with tears
I wish I could drown in all these floods
But I can't
I'm help up by my raft of hope
Hope that maybe I don't have to do this
Hope that i could keep it a secret
Hope that the both of us won't get hurt in the process
But that's just a spark of hope
And I am floating in an ocean
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A Spark Of Hope
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