White Paws

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I don't like being stuck in this box
The box that destroys the truths I speak and the things I want to be

I don't like this dog
It follows me on white paws
Reminding me of how I am a speck of dust

I don't like this mug
The mug I hold in my hand when I am told to speak that strikes fear in my body like a deer in headlights
You never see it coming

And when I tell you to leave
I don't mean what I say
When I say I'm just tired
I don't mean what I say
When I say I'm not hungry
I don't mean what I say

Please just hold me until my cries cease and we can just lay
Under the stars
Listening to the echo of nature and the calling of love

I don't like these sounds
They remind me of where I cannot go and what I can't obtain

I don't like these lights
They change and move to rhythm with great delicacy
Great ease

But the truths I speak are rough and hurt
My truths aren't fun or good or entertaining
They're just truths
They are unrealistic like perfectly white paws on the feet of a dog

But they are truths
And I don't want to lie
So I'm stepping out of the box
Stepping out till I must say goodbye

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