𝗉𝗌𝗒𝖼𝗁𝗈 ➝ 𝗄.𝗇𝗃

19. A Psycho

{So this chapter is about why Namjoon is the way he is and more about his past. So please read this chapter to understand Namjoon more and why he is a PSYCHO! Minju will been talking about it. Please enjoy thank you 😊}

When Namjoon was a young boy his family wasn't good at all. Namjoon would watch his dad abuse his mother over and over. When Namjoon was 11 years old his father left him and his broken mother. Namjoon's mother would take pills after pills to cure her pain. She later became abusive and would punish Namjoon if he ever did something bad. His mother would tell him that it was her own way of showing love for him even if he didn't do anything wrong. Namjoon fell into his mother's spell. It was the worst time for him and he didn't have anywhere to go. Namjoon was lost.  

Everything Namjoon did to me. His mother did to him or payed someone. It left Namjoon confused and very awkward with other people. Later when Namjoon got old he had trust issues with people he would come across with. 
When Namjoon's mother died he was broken and nothing could make him come back to reality. Until Namjoon found me.

Namjoon lied about my parents wanting to sell me. He told me that they did, but really they gave me away to Namjoon and I always thought he kidnaped me, but really I was just handed over like an old t-shirt being pasted around. My parents made a deal with Namjoon, because they couldn't take care of me and thought he would be better. Of course he fooled them with his evil smile. I was very confused and scared why I would live with a grown man that I didn't know. The first time Namjoon every abused me was when I was 13 years old. He told me to wash the dishes, but I didn't want to so I said no. Namjoon back slapped me and pushed me to the ground. That's when he loved giving punishment for anything I did, he told me he loved me and that's why he can hit me whenever he wants and wherever. I was very scared for so long of him, but still loved him. He didn't treat me like I was a toy or a dog. He did feed me, dress
me, please me, and cared for me. I was young and confused. I thought he hated me, but really he was just doing what he thought was right. He was raised by two people that yelled and screamed in his face. Hitting him over and over leaving blood stains on his body. I can't get mad at him for doing something he didn't even realize what he was doing. Namjoon is my biggest problem, but I love that problem and I don't want a situation.

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