Me and My Thoughts on Literally Everything

oh wow i have feelings

sometimes, things hurt more than they should.

everyone knows that

as a result of getting hurt, I tend to push people that hang out with that person away.

i don't know why i do it. 

it might be my defense mechanism

but I've done that ever since i can remember

and hey, it works.

sometimes i think it would be better just to be friendless, that way, i won't get hurt. 

i think i pile too much on my plate sometimes

other times, i fear that I'm not doing enough.

I'm tired of feeling like this

but theres no stopping it

its like a vine coiling itself around me.

oh well.