Me and My Thoughts on Literally Everything

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so instagram introduced this feature where you can upload videos between a minute to ten minutes and i kinda want to try doing that, but uhhh i don't know what id do for the first one? like should i do a basic blog kinda thing or i honestly have no clue so, if you wanna see that lemme know, if y'all want my insta also let me know. (suggestions for that are welcome!)

so anyways, that song up there is amazing, very 90's vibe and i lOVE that, but now I'm listening to the spongebob musical, because i feel like its been a long time since i immersed myself in the most amazing musical I've ever listened to (honestly for me it just might top hamilton). 

so yeah theres that. 

How have y'all been?

its been a while since i last wrote in this but I'm back and better than ever, to be honest. this little half break i really didn't mean to have was good for me. I'm honestly really sorry for not updating a lot but a girls gotta take a break. 

again I'm back though and might i say i am glad that sophomore year happened. y'all will know why. 

first off, i met my best friend that year, and she is amAZING. we clicked immediately and it feels like we've known each other our whole lives to be honest.

the second reason isn't all that happy of a reason. but, it really showed me that i don't want any friends from my high school. the ones that I've had the "benefit" of knowing there (apart from my bestie though), have always kept me out of the loop. I've never been invited to a party, or invited to the mall to hang out, or to the movies, or anything. they never took the chance on me, and while that really wasn't my favorite year, i came out stronger than i was before, and thats what matters. 

so for the next two school years, I'm really just gonna put my focus on studying and getting the best grades that i can, and try to end my high school near the top of my class. of course there will be downtimes, i gotta write and build up stories, (and hopefully creating videos). 

also i'll be hopefully doing a lot of hanging out with my best friend, because SHES AMAZING.

so yeah, thats a short summary of my school year. 

and back to the video thing, lemme know what y'all think.