Dance With Me

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by Not_a_Simple_Sponge

by Not_a_Simple_Sponge

thats a very very very very very very very very very very good song 👌🏽👌🏽👌🏽👌🏽👌🏽👌🏽👌🏽👌🏽

im sipping my tea and writing the fifth chapter of my #patbobspongerick fic for AO3

here, ill give y'all the link for it:

https://archiveofourown.org/works/13954971/chapters/32124183

ok, so thats the link^^^^

oh, i almost forgot—

so remember yesterday, the thing about being spikey because i was (am) angry?

yeah, and remember that thing about apologizing to le conductor?

ok, so that "fire" that that...person lit is still going strong, and it flares up at the smallest irritant. not that I'm complaining, i prefer it being there than the nothing that was previously there. but its kinda dangerous? in the sense that it could tear apart my friendship with many people? a "fire" similar to that was lit last year as well, but it was quenched by my insecurities.

this one persists

thankfully

anyways, so i didnt necessarily 'apologize' in the conventional way to my conductor, i offered him tic tacs, which he took one. i repeat ONE TIC TAC. how can a person take one tic tac only? I'm getting off topic, when i offered him the bottle? no, capsule? whats the word? i guess container works, he mocked offense and went "you think my breath stinks?"

and i legit stood there for like five seconds trying to understand the english that he just said, and when it clicked i was like "NO IM OFFERING TIC TACSSSS" and he took one.

i knew he was just messing with me

anywho, he seems to know that i wasn't angry at him, but just to make sure, I'm gonna let him know since i couldnt do so today unless i wanted to be late to my next class. i just need to say

"Hey friend, so you remember day before yesterday when i was angry and i think you knew that i wasn't happy and you tried to help? yeah well, i wasn't mad at you, i was just mad at this other kid because he said this this this and this and that kinda killed my whole mood. so sorry, about that, but i gotta skedaddle for now because i got testing to get to, just wanted to let you know! ill see you at rehearsal!"

and leave because i have a final tomorrow

i got this

i can do it

WISH ME LUCK WITH THAT!!!