Me and My Thoughts on Literally Everything

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Ever since the school shooting in South Florida...

I keep thinking..

What if...what if that had been me instead?

What if that...dare I say, terrorist had gone to my school instead? 

What if I was one of the victims whose pictures are shown on TV? 

What is, what if, what if...

We need to ban guns. I don't care what anyone else thinks. I can't go to school every day and wonder if I'm going to make it home without any incidents. I can't fear going into the outside world simply because I don't want to die. 

I don't watch horror things, or watch news with things like that because I don't want to fear losing my life at the hands of a monster. 

They say Nikolas Cruz is on suicide watch. 

Yeah, well, I got a message for him—

Nikolas Cruz, you are not allowed to commit suicide. 

I want you to suffer for the rest of your days here on earth. 

I want you to be forced to live out the rest of your days tortured by the guilt from the lives you took away. 

I want you to die, but I want you to suffer. 

I want you to suffer, because each of those students who are alive are traumatized because of you. 

I am scared—terrified, really,— to go to school because of you. 

I almost panicked when we had a fire drill the day after you brutally slaughtered 17 people. 

I am living in a constant state of fear because of you. 

And just like all us kids and families, I want you to feel what we're going through.