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when i do things that i suppose are deemed as brave, i really hope y'all know that i don't do it out of an intention as being seen like "Hey! Look at me, doing this good deed for a person!"
because, that really isn't how i wanna come off as, i was raised with my parents telling my sisters and i that if we do something, we should do it out of the goodness of our hearts and not go tell everyone.
They always said that whatever good deed i do, no matter how big or small, is supposed to stay between me and god. of course, the people that witnessed it and the person as well.
but the fact of the matter is, I'm not scared of what people think about me. if they wanna judge, they are free to do so. (Just don't talk bad about me behind my back) . at the end of the day, i can't stop anyone from judging me, and thats a-ok.
ok, yes, i, like other people, do want to know what others think of me, but if something i do makes them think of me as an over-reactor, than phooey to them because I'm doing whats write.
its sad to say, but in this day and age, i can't sit around and wait for someone to do something. everyone turns a blind eye. Therefore, i cannot rely on others to stand for me when someone says something rude about me/my family/my friends/my beliefs.
i can't wait for anyone to do what i can do for myself. so i aint gonna wait for it.
people can judge me however they want, i won't stop them, because at the end of the day, if i have at least three people who will support me through thick and thin, than that is enough. those three people equate to a million in my mind because they're legit standing with me and they don't care if it tarnishes their appearance in others eyes either.
