Damaged and Broken

Hungover and marked and trying to run away

Athena's P.O.V 

I was awoken the next morning with a horrible feeling in my stomach; i couldn't wait no longer before i needed to make a run for the bathroom. I locked the door behind me and threw up in the toilet. I climbed into the bath and lay down enjoying the coolness against my skin. The toilet was right next to me so i only had to turn my head, lean out and BINGO. I felt so terrible, i had never touched a drink in my life and now i knew why. Karma was a bitch and it kicked your ass hard when it came back round. I could hear knocking on the door but i cried out,

"Shut up, that is so loud, just please leave me alone..." I muttered it. I was in pain and i knew i had brought this upon myself; i should have never gone out with Jessica. Next thing i knew the door was being kicked down. BANG and the door is gone. Ethan stood in the archway with no shirt on and what a sight it was. I looked away instantly not wanting to be drawn into a trap and pulled the shower curtain around me. He didn't need to see me like this, I didn’t deserve any sympathy especially his. I was ashamed of myself and i bet i made a right fool of myself last night. I closed my eyes and rocked myself backwards and forwards. I felt the tears appear in my and one escaped on accident as it slid off my cheek and into the bath tub. I felt the curtain being pulled out of my grasp and a warm familiar hand closed over mine holding tightly but gently as it gripped my shaky hand. I tried to shake him off but he didn't let go. I then tried to push him away with my other hand,

"Please Alpha, my mate i brought this upon myself when i chose to go out last night, i must face the concequences of my actions, i knew i should have been more careful as i had never drunk before. I suggest you leave alpha as this will not be pleasent to watch a sick pack member. Oh how rude of me, please forgive me, i never asked to join your pack. I will pledge loyalty to you alpha and will serve in the pack. I promise to protect others in danger and help when i can. Do you accept me into the pack?"

"You would have always been accepted into the pack, you are my mate. I accept your pledge and i welcome you to the pack. We will make it official later when you are completely recovered. You do not have to call me alpha as you are an equal to me. My luna, my other half and why didn't you tell me you had never consumed alcohol before. I would never have allowed you out. I will be speaking to Jessica later as to why it got so out of hand. Did you know you are on the Internet on Youtube singing with another man. You looked quite comfortable in his presence and you hugged him and wrapped your arms around him swaying with him. Did you not think of your mate? Did you even know how that makes me feel you singing about taking care of another person. A male person." He said angrily. I saw him shaking and fur started to sprout from his skin. His nails turned into claws and i panicked. I could feel my breathing increase as i whispered to myself,

"Oh my gosh" over and over to myself. I could feel myself on the verge of a panic attack. I didn't even know i was on YouTube, heck i didn't even know what it is. I was scared of Ethan, deathly scared.

"Alpha, please your scaring me, please calm down. Please alpha." I whispered to him. His eyes turned to look into mine and they were completely black. The blue was gone and his wolf was in total control. I tried to stand up, but i wobbled a bit and nearly lost my balance but i made it. I wrapped my arms around him and held on to him saying i loved him and that there would only be him in my life. I only loved him, i would never betray him. I loved him with all of my heart. The shaking gradually stopped. He picked me up and took me over to the wall where i stood with my back to the wall and Ethan was standing infront of me. He placed his head by my neck and inhaled my scent trying to calm down and i heard him mutter,

"Mine" I stayed still for another minute only to feel the impact as his sharp teeth sank into my neck. I cried out at the sudden pain and i tried to push him away but he just bit harder. He was growling and i was so scared. He suddenly pulled back and licked the wound. I felt the teeth marks stop bleeding as the wound closed. I knew then that he had marked me. I didn't want to be marked, i remembered nothing of last night, not even singing with that person on stage that people claim is on Youtube. I pushed him away and saw my blood on his lips, i saw my blood and i panicked, but this time i felt like my lungs were being closed off. I bolted passed him and he looked kind of dazed as i ran down the stairs, i went down and yanked the front door open ignoring the murmurs around me. I just kept running till i made it to the trees. I stopped for a minute to catch my breath but i still couldn't breathe. My lungs and nose was burning, my heart was pounding so hard in my chest i thought it would fall out. I leaned up against a tree before i took off running again. I heard footsteps behind me. I had to get out of here, i had to run away from this place and never come back.

I blocked out everything as i sprinted the fastest i had ever in my life, i nearly fell several times and had to stop for a final time, my sight was now blurry. I leaned up against a tree before i slumped forwards towards the ground, i slid down to the ground slowly before i landed with a thump. I was hyperventilating and there was nothing i could do about it, nobody was here to help me through my panic attack. I was scared and confused and very angry but i was still very hungover. My head was pounding as if somebody was wacking a hammer off my skull. I saw him infront of me, he sat down and pulled me into his lap. He started rubbing my back and telling me to breathe but the thing is i can't and i couldn't. I could feel myself sliding towards the darkness as i passed out breathless.

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Did you like this chapter? He marked her without permission, how dare he? Athena doesn't remember anything from the night before. Should she be blamed? Should i do the next chapter as Ethans P.O.V  for this part? Tell me and thanks for reading, i will update soon