You Owe Me (Little Mix Fanfiction)

Chapter 7

3 weeks later

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I felt an tugging on my arm, it was hard and solid, urgent, it said that I had to go, but I couldn't. I needed to talk to them. I couldn't be left without anyone else who knew. I would go crazy with paranoia. I just couldn't handle it. I heard the whisper that followed and knew that I had to go.

"Perrie, babe, come on, say bye to your family and the girls and let's go home."

I nodded, it was the only thing I could do, but didn't move. It was like I was frozen in place and no matter how hard I tried I couldn't move. I felt the hard calloused hand around my waist and I felt relaxed immediately. I took a deep breath and let my shoulders fall from their overly tense position. I took it one step at a time, baby steps. But why was I scared, it wasn't like I was never going to see them again? I went to my mum first and gave her a long deserved hug, that was warm and full of motherly love. She really did care so much. I pulled away and kissed her on the cheek and said goodbye. I then took the three steps over to where the other girls and almost broke then and there. How was I going to cope for this one night without them, what if something went wrong and someone got hurt. I wouldn't be able to handle myself any more if I lost one of these girls. They simply smiled sadly, knowing what we had to do, and hugged me individually. But as Leigh hugged me I held onto her and whispered,

"What if something goes wrong tonight. We only have one shot."

"I know Pez, we just have to hope that nothing happens."

I shuddered at her reply. There was no way that this was foolproof, but it should work. It had to work. I couldn't have a repeat of tonight. Just as I thought everything was fine, it all came crashing down. That was how we ended up in the hospital. It was all my fault. Nothing serious happened, just enough to scare the living daylights out of us when we started feeling settled again. But it was all my fault. All of this was my fault. How could I be so stupid.

I felt the same hand on my waist and I almost jumped away, instead I submitted into it's pull and walked away. This was the most terrified I had ever been in my entire life. It was an incomprehendable amount of fear, that I felt was almost catastrophic. My stomach turned over and I felt sick all of a sudden, but I didn't feel like I was going to throw up. It was just an empty pain. There were no butterflies, I skipped that and went straight to nausea. My palms grew hotter and hotter. I couldn't do anything about it. They all of a sudden became damp and I knew how much I was freaking out.

I couldn't turn back now. I had to do this for the girls. This was my fault and I had to fix it. This was how I was going to fix it. I coldn't just leave it without fixing it.

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Hey,

If none of that chapter makes sense, don't worry, it will be explained in later chapters but for now I hope you like it. I might not update for a little while though sorry (As in a couple of days) because I have a violin exam that I need to focus on and I have a couple of assignments I have to finish. So sorry to leave you with something so confusing.

-T