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| Ethan |

I would be lying if I said life was the same without Diego.

It isn't the same... Not at all.

The one person I can go to about guy shit is gone. No where to be seen or heard of and not going to lie, it broke my heart.

Diego is more than just a friend he's my brother. I don't understand why he would just leave like that.

It's been hard for me to watch over Rae when I'm hurting over him being gone to. I'm trying to stay strong for her. She needs it. She needs someone to be there for her or she's going to break completely.

It's especially hard to since her and Jess had a fall out soon after Diego left. They are still "friends" but both are to stubborn to give each other a proper apology.

Jess went off on how Diego deserves all the bad karma he deserves and it set Raegan off. I've never seen Raegan so mad.

A week or so later Jess gave Rae an half ass apology which she accepted. Jess doesn't come around to much unless Brielle begs her to come. Rae doesn't even try. I know they text here and there but that's it.

Our circle of friends is slowly falling a part and it's breaking my heart.

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I stared down at the number I typed in on my phone for at least twenty minutes before actually deciding to send a text. What the fuck do I even say?

Ethan
Is this really Diego?

Diego
Depends... who's this?

Ethan
I'm offended you don't recognize my number. I thought we were homies?

Diego
Ethan?

Ethan
Yes bruh.

Diego
I miss you man

Ethan
I miss you too bro. Where the fuck are you?

Diego
I can't explain it right now...

Ethan
Why not? D.. Raegan is a fucking wreck w out you. I've never seen her like this ... she needs you.

Diego
Trust me man I need her more than anything right now but I don't want her to see me like this... I need to get better first

Ethan
What do you mean? What tf is going on?

Diego
I gotta go. Take care of my girl

Ethan
That's what I've been doing. Now it's time for you to come back and do it.

Diego
Tell her I love her

Ethan
Diego what the fuck???

Seen

•••

Welp Diego is gonna be a daddy ❤️ that's so exciting.

Even though he's not carrying his baby himself the journey to parenthood is amazing!

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