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"I'm sorry honey, but he's not in the best of shape right now..." Candy said sadly
"What's wrong with him?" Ethan asked worriedly from beside me
Candy sighed and motioned for us to follow her, which we did. She lead us down another hallway into what looked like a waiting room or maybe a lounge room.
Me and Ethan sat down next to each other where as Candy sat across from us.
"He won't tell us what happened but ever since the other night he's been distraught" Candy started to say
I couldn't help but to feel guilty. It's because of me. What ever he's feeling is because of me..
"They decided they aren't moving him to Texas but he is going to a different facility, he's going to a mental facility in hopes it will help him"
Wait... so he's not leaving California? Part of me was relieved but the other part of me was worried. How am I suppose to let go if he's still so close? I know I'll give in and I can't do that.
The past almost year without Diego has been the hardest time of my life and I know these next few months aren't going to be any better for either of us.
Me and Diego are still so toxic for each other but we're to broken and blinded by 'love' to see it.
It hurts now but I know in the long run it's going to be worth it. We'll both hopefully be mentally healthy and happy.
God I want nothing more for Diego than for him to be happy. I want him happy and making music again. I want him healthy.
When the time is right our hearts will come back to each other and we will be happy. I will always love Diego unconditionally there's no doubt about that. He'll always be my number one.
In order for us to work though we need to let go of each other. That's why I'm here.
I wasn't paying attention to what Candy was saying obviously because I was in my own world.
It wasn't until Ethan elbowed me that I snapped out of my thoughts and turned my attention back to Candy.
"I just need to talk to him" was all I said before getting up from my seat and running back down the halls ways to Diego's room.
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