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I could recognize Diego's voice from anywhere, but what is he doing here?

Where is 'here' exactly. I wasn't even sure where the hell I was at. All I know is I've been asleep for two fucking weeks.

Every time I heard Diego talk I just wanted to scream out. Well that's what I was doing mentally but not physically.

Physically I felt like I had weights laying across my whole body. No matter how hard I tried to lift a limb nothing. I've tried to open my eyes too but they just feel so damn heavy.

I knew what I wanted to do but it was like my body was refusing to do so. Why? What did I do that was so bad, that it caused me not to move.

Then it dawned on me.... holy shit am I paralyzed??? That could be the only explanation for this!!! But wait.. I'd be able to open my freaking eyes though right???

Fuck...

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Hi.

I'm sorry I keep posting I'm sorry posts about not posting.

There's a lot going on in my life right now. I'm not going to go into details but it's hard, and I'm hanging in there.

I know it's annoying to see those posts about putting this story on hold for a bit. I say that in every other post but life happens man.

One day everything is fine and the next something happens.

If you can't understand that, I really don't know what to tell you lol

I'm a mother, a wife, and a human in general. I'm not superwoman even though on most days I wish I was.

Thank you for those who have stuck with me through the ups and downs of this story! I wish I could buy you all a coffee or Red Bull lol

Bare with me please. Updates will be coming just slowly ❤️

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