I could recognize Diego's voice from anywhere, but what is he doing here?
Where is 'here' exactly. I wasn't even sure where the hell I was at. All I know is I've been asleep for two fucking weeks.
Every time I heard Diego talk I just wanted to scream out. Well that's what I was doing mentally but not physically.
Physically I felt like I had weights laying across my whole body. No matter how hard I tried to lift a limb nothing. I've tried to open my eyes too but they just feel so damn heavy.
I knew what I wanted to do but it was like my body was refusing to do so. Why? What did I do that was so bad, that it caused me not to move.
Then it dawned on me.... holy shit am I paralyzed??? That could be the only explanation for this!!! But wait.. I'd be able to open my freaking eyes though right???
Fuck...
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Hi.
I'm sorry I keep posting I'm sorry posts about not posting.
There's a lot going on in my life right now. I'm not going to go into details but it's hard, and I'm hanging in there.
I know it's annoying to see those posts about putting this story on hold for a bit. I say that in every other post but life happens man.
One day everything is fine and the next something happens.
If you can't understand that, I really don't know what to tell you lol
I'm a mother, a wife, and a human in general. I'm not superwoman even though on most days I wish I was.
Thank you for those who have stuck with me through the ups and downs of this story! I wish I could buy you all a coffee or Red Bull lol
Bare with me please. Updates will be coming just slowly ❤️