|raegan
"It's only going to get worse before it gets better"
My mother's words echoed in my head for days on end. I caved in and called her and told her everything. I didn't know who else to turn to.
Surprisingly she listened and didn't interrupt me not once. She made no negative judgment against me or even Diego and that was strange for me.
My whole life her and my father judged and criticized every single thing I did so it was kinda nice to have her on my side for once.
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It's been so hard not talking to Diego but I can't cave in.
Especially on his birthday I wanted nothing more to call him and be with him.
Struggling with mental health is no walk in the park. It's hell.. absolute hell and I feel like I'm going through life alone. But is it my own fault?
Ethan suggested I try and see a therapist but would that really help? Or would it just make things worse? Fuck I don't think things could get worse...
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