|ethan
Another day of Raegan locking herself in her room. It's like nothing has changed since Diego left the first time. Except she's worse this time.
What was there I could do to make her feel better? Nothing it felt like. Every time me or Bri tried to talk to her she would just shut us down. I don't know what she's doing to herself all alone in that room. All I can think of is how the last time I had to take her to the hospital. It's something that I don't like to remember but it's all that's playing through my head.
I thought that was it, I thought that was going to be the last time I ever saw Raegan again. There was so much blood I didn't think that they were going to get it to stop.
The thought of losing Raegan breaks my fucking heart. She's become such a big part of mine and Brielle's lifes I don't know what I would do without her. Its kills me on the inside seeing her destroy herself over Diego.
I feel like I'm the one to blame. I told her to let go. I didn't actually think that she would do it. That girl has so much love for Diego that its insane. He has put her through hell and back but she still looks at him with stars in her eyes.
I want nothing but the best for them both. I want them to be together more than anything but with their mental states... I don't think they will be getting back together anytime soon...
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Sorry I've been kinda mia #momlife
I'm thinking about writing a new story woooo
But anyways I hope everyone is doing well 😘
If not not my inbox is always open if anyone needs to talk.
Have a good day!
