hello!
so it has been ,, a long time since i logged onto wattpad and im just gonna give a quick explanation as to why.
i was going to quit writing on here forever, actually.
not because i disliked it, or because the environment was toxic or anything because if im honest ive met alot of amazing people through this app and if im honest i never really interacted w the kpop community here/ i never really tried to read other ppls books if i could
ig i left because i had internalized that what i was writing was bad?? or that it was too rushed, but eventually i want to write my own books and i was scared that i was using up all my ideas on this website instead of putting them to what i hope to eventually turn into a career if everything worked out.
and tbh everything i write is really rushed like i would lose focus after about an hour and just publish whatever i had without even proofreading. i just trusted that my readers would enjoy what i came up with on the spot.
so i quit for a while to see if i would actually try and write that book, or if i would be better off without this but in the end so many ideas for stories or one shots were wasted because i never had anywhere to put them, and after like an hour i would forget anyways.
and honestly putting my ideas out here is really what keeps me from losing that creative edge that ive been able to keep up.
so ive decided to come back and continue writing, but im going to continue using this book specifically for just my ideas, and im probably still not going to proofread anyways lol
but the important thing is that i will be putting in more effort to what im doing and yEs
also jungkook is still my baby im sorry im still obsessed with him hehehe
-yejin
