Couple T-shirts / jung hoseok(#17)

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Hoseok

I looked at Wendy who is still looking very awkwardly at all the other members as they exchanged glances at each other. It has been a few minutes since NamJoon arrived and he was the last one to arrive out of the other 6 and he was especially happy to meet Wendy.

I felt a leg kicking mine and I knew exactly who is it. Wendy needed my help to talk to the other members. "Wendy will be my scriptwriter for my drama." I started the conversation.

"Really?? You're a scriptwriter??" TaeHyung asked her with great eagerness and she nodded.

"I was an author and Hoseok encouraged me to try writing for dramas again." She told TaeHyung with a slight pink face, maybe she is feeling a little heat from the weather. The weather is a little hot these days and everyone had opted for more baggy clothes and shorts.

"What kind of a drama would it be??" NamJoon asked her. It sounds like they were stressing her out a little and that she is being interviewed by 6 dangerous men and I am the only one that is not dangerous.

"Can we stop this interview for a moment?? We are having dinner, not 6 executives having dinner and discussing a proposal." I told them. "Wendy is feeling stressed out by you all asking them questions as if she is trying to get a job."

"I'm not feeling stressed out," Wendy argued. "I'm just overwhelmed about meeting all of you, you all are stars and I'm just a scriptwriter."

"You clearly are."

"Then I'll apologize for what we have done to make you comfortable." Jin hyung said to her. "We have been waiting to speak to you in weeks ever since J-Hope mentioned that he knew someone like you." 

My cheeks started heating up as I tried to deny. "No, it is just me returning her thumb drive back to her, it is just an act of kindness." And that is when I first laid eyes on her for the first time ever, before that I wouldn't even look at any woman that way. She was one special cute clumsy writer who is afraid to change and rejection.

JungKook patted my shoulder. "That's my Hope hyung, you did the right thing."

Food came at the right time and Wendy had the weird facial expression that I can't comprehend on the whole time while we won't, maybe she isn't in a good mood and needed to go home. I nudged her on the shoulder asking me if she's okay but she told me she's fine and told me to continue to talk with my members. She isn't an extrovert so she doesn't really like to talk.

My members and I parted ways after we finished dinner, I had to bring Wendy home as it was late and she still had that weird facial expression on her face and it seems like it has worsened a lot before dinner. "Are you alright??" I asked her once again when we are crossing the bus stop.

"Can you not ask me this question?? It's annoying." She complained. "Is that the only question that you know how to ask??"

"I'm just worried that you had that face and I just wanted to know if you are feeling alright."

"I'm fine."

"Really??" I know that when girls say that they are fine but they aren't in the least bit of fine, it is their kind of logic. My sister does that a lot so I know how they are feeling when they use that tactic.

"Yes, I'm fine." She crossed her arms at me. "Just drop me at the subway station, I will make my own way home." Why?? Does she hate me??

"Why??"

"Stop asking and go home!!" She walked down the stairs of the subway station in a foul mood. She's really mad and I shouldn't call her back, she might kill me if I did. I really don't get how they think sometimes.

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Wendy

I opened the door and went into the apartment ignoring all the gazes that were thrown towards me, I only had one goal - to safely make it to my bedroom without letting a drop of tear escape my eyes. "How did that audition for that drama went??" Seulgi asked as she put a Pringles chip into her mouth.

"Yah, are you alright??" Irene put a shoulder on me but I yanked it off forcefully and said nothing, struggling to stop crying until I get into my room.

I saw the door to my bedroom which was open and I went inside, slamming the door shut and I jumped into my bed. My mind was blank for a few seconds as I recalled all my memories and the stuff that went through my mind exactly 1 hour and 37 minutes ago.

Me eating dinner with Hoseok and the other members of BTS, I should have just rejected them and ate dinner with the girls instead but I didn't want to make him feel disappointed with me so I agreed to have dinner with the whole group. It went well at first but as the conversation goes, I feel so much like an outcast there with them talking about their life. The most important thing is not that I felt left out, it is the fact that Hoseok only treated me like a friend and nothing else.

A friend. Not a special friend. Not a love interest. Just an ordinary friend that got her thumb drive back. I only agreed to write the drama for him because I had a thing for him, I had feelings for him and I wanted him to know that. I wouldn't have started writing dramas if not for him. Everything started with him and it felt so much like a loss.

There was a knock on the door and one girl made it near my bed with a can of beer in her hand. SooYoung was here. "Want one?? We girls are having a drinking session and it isn't complete without you."

Even if I didn't agree to it, she forcefully drags me back to the dining room where the other 3 were there waiting for me to join them.

"Tell us all about it," Yeri said. "I promise that I will seek revenge on your behalf."